TITLE NO. DO HOT WRITE ABOVE THIS LINE - DATE VOLS. LOCATION HEIGHT COLOR 2691 DO NOT COLLATE DO NOT REMOVE ADS. AND COVERS NONE BOUND BEFORE CRITERION THIRD PANEL YEAR MO VOL. BINDING CHG. HAND SEWING CALL NOS. EXTRA THICK STUBBING HINGING LETTERING IMPRINT EXTRA TIME CALL NO. q PLEASE PEEL OFF AT EXTENDED SHEEta AND SEND COPIES Z 1 AND 2 (HELD TOGETHER) TO BINDERY NUMERICALLY ARRANGED. IN HEALTH BY A. J. INGERSOLL, M.D. " Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth."-3 John 2. FOURTH EDITION - REVISED BOSTON LEE AND SHEPARD PUBLISHERS io Milk Street 1892 Copyright, 1877, TS93 By A. J. Ingersoll PRESS OF anb BOSTON PREFACE The ideas contained in this book are the result of my own experience. I have been repeatedly urged by my friends to give them to the public; but, while my desire to do so has been great, I have been pre- vented by the consciousness of inability as a writer. This consideration has been finally overbalanced by the wish that others might be benefited by the truth which I have experienced. Through trust in God to keep my sexual nature from temptation I became a Chris- tian; this led me to believe that all Chris- tians should commit that nature to Christ; and it is this belief, or, in other words, my conviction of the influence Christ will ex- ert over sexual life, if it is committed to 4 PREFACE Him, which has induced me to present this book to the public. Sexual life is universally believed to be the life of the sexual organs alone; with this idea, all thoughts and feelings in re- gard to it congest the organs, and result in lust, and the conclusion follows that sexual life is animal, and must perish with the body. In these pages I present an entirely diff- erent view of sexual life. I believe it to be not only the life which brought us into ex- istence, but the life of the whole body; and although it now holds a low and despised place, I know that Christ is able to redeem it, and beget in us Divine love and rever- ence for it. As proofs of the power of Christ to heal the body through the commitment of the sexual life to Him, a few cases have been selected from the thousands of patients who have been under my care during the past forty-five years. PREFACE 5 A book written by one who has the de- sire and ability to express the opinions of the majority will be read with avidity. To have ideas thus confirmed is more pleasing than profitable. It is only by pre- senting new thoughts to my readers that I can hope to be of use to them. "Very ready are we to say of a book, ' How good this is - that's exactly what I think!' But the right feeling is, i How strange that is! I never thought of that before, and yet I see it is true; or if I do not now, I hope I shall some day.' But whether thus submissively or not, at least be sure that you go to the author to get at his meaning, not to find yours. Judge it afterwards, if you think yourself qualified to do so, but ascertain it first. And be sure also, if the author is worth anything, that you will not get at his meaning all at once;-nay, that at his whole meaning you will not for a long time arrive in any wise. Not that he does not say what he means, 6 PREFACE and in strong words, too; but he cannot say it all. . . . " So far as he knows, no one has yet said it; so far as he knows no one else can say it. He is bound to say it, clearly and melodiously if he may; clearly, at all events. In the sum of his life he finds this to be the thing or group of things manifest to him; - this the piece of true knowledge, or sight, which his share of sunshine and earth has permitted him to seize. He would fain set it down forever; engrave it on rock, if he could, saying, 'This is the best of me, this, if anything of mine, is worth your memory.' That is his 'writing;' it is, in his small human way, and with whatever degree of true inspiration is in him, his in- scription, or scripture." 1 I would ask the reader to excuse repeti- tions, as I could not avoid them and still convey my meaning. The truths contained in this book, theo- 1 " Sesame and Lilies." - Ruskin. PREFACE 7 retically considered, will be of no value. Spiritual light becomes greater in service, not in speculation. I hope to serve man- kind by turning their thoughts to a neg- lected but all-important subject, but they can only know the truth of my statements by looking to " Him who giveth the in- crease." Corning, N.Y., September, 1892. CONTENTS CHAPTER PAGE I. The Second Birth . . .13 II. Religion 43 III. Woman 59 IV. The Relation of the Sexes . 75 V. Miracles not Miracles . . 117 VI. Sexual Abuses, and their Remedy 131 VII. Human Life . . . .163 VIII. God is Love .... 169 IX. Love 179 X. Illustrations . . . .189 XI. The Word "Heart" . . .217 XII. Divine Government in Mar- riage 225 Appendix 247 Testimonials 253 CHAPTER I THE SECOND BIRTH " Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again." - John iii. 7. I THE SECOND BIRTH " Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again." John iii. 7. From my earliest recollection a desire to comprehend human life possessed me. At the age of twenty-four I resolved to be a Christian, and entered upon a course of study with the intention of preparing for the ministry. In "Paley's Theology" I found and believed the assertion that a de- sign must have a designer; as I could not comprehend who was the designer of God, my reason opposed God's revelation of Himself within me and gained control over my feelings, until the influences of the Holy Spirit were so weakened that I came 14 IN HEALTH to disbelieve everything which my unre- generated rational nature could not under- stand, and my purpose of becoming a minister was abandoned. I then became desirous to be of service to the sick. When I thought I had suffi- cient knowledge for practical use, the fear of the temptation to which a physician is liable in treating the opposite sex led me to seek for something on which to rely to keep me from yielding to it. At this time I was called an infidel. I believed in uni- versal salvation, and attended church only to criticise. I did not believe in Christ, nor that the Bible was the word of God, but believed that there was a God, and some- things within seemed to assure me that He would protect me, if I would trust my sex- ual nature to His care. I did so, and His promise was fulfilled. In 1855 I left New York for Virginia, to treat the yellow fever. During my journey I felt the influence of the Holy THE SECOND BIRTH 15 Spirit urging me to prepare for death. I regarded it as a warning from my Creator, but, my reason not being under the control of Christ's love, did not yield to it. On my return I stopped in Philadelphia, and began to investigate modern spiritual- ism, in the hope of releasing people from its influence. With this purpose I attended spiritualistic meetings, and lectured on the means of obtaining health. Investigation convinced me that spiritualism is evil; and that magnetism and mesmerism, although of some use to the body, are very danger- ous to the soul. At the close of my second lecture two young men wished to know what was their disease. I told them they were spiritual mediums, tormented day and night. They said this was true; and one desired me to cure him. I assured him I could not. "Why not? You know what my trouble is," he said. I replied, " I am seeking the remedy, but have not found it." He then 16 IN HEALTH asked what he should do. I told him he had forsaken God, and must seek through the second birth salvation of Christ, for He alone was able to save. I was thoroughly orthodox and sincere while conversing with the young men, and, although I had no hope that their minds were changed, felt satisfied that my duty was accomplished. After leaving them, I reflected on their condition, and on what I had said to them, and was surprised to find I had advised a method of cure, which my reason had not accepted. In the singleness of my desire to rescue them from a perilous condition, I had been led by the infallible spirit of Love. The voice within, bidding me follow the advice I had given, and yield to Christ as the only one able to save, could not ag-ain be silenced. The next day two ladies, mother and daughter, called. The daughter asked if I could tell what was her mother's disease? I said her mother was a medium; and I THE SECOND BIRTH 17 gave religious admonition similar to that given to the young men. I was constrained to give this counsel although contrary to my reason. The next morning my reason planted it- self firmly on the ground of universal salva- tion. But I was asked by the Holy Spirit, - although I had not yet recognized this influence, - " Are not the two young men and the woman, whom you have been advising to yield to Christ, already in a state of torment which will be endless, un- less they seek His power to save? " My reason decided affirmatively, but I did not yield until nearly night. Then I saw that there is One who " shutteth, and no man openeth.''1 I realized that my trust in God to keep me from yielding to temptation during the previous ten years had led me to Christ; and that as my sexual life alone had been committed to God during that time, so all in my spiritual experience 1 Rev. iii. 7. See note at end of chapter. 18 IN HEALTH which had drawn me to Him must have come through that life. I can but believe that my trust in God to keep my sexual life was the origin and order of the new birth which the Holy Spirit had begotten in me. Since then I have believed that our sex- ual nature, which is our life, must first yield to the influence of the Holy Spirit, in order that we may be born again, - born of the will of God. What God does for our redemption must be in the same order as that in which He brought us into being; but not of the " will of the flesh, nor of the will of man." 1 I saw at once that the second birth of the sexual life is what all the sons and daughters of Adam need, and that this might be received by believ- ing that when Christ said, "Ye must be born again," He meant the redemption of the life in us that begat us, the life through 'John i. 13. THE SECOND BIRTH 19 which we inherit the original sin. I saw that to be regenerated, we must be recon- ciled to the order of life in which the Lord created us, believing that in the same order He sustains us and reveals Himself to us; and that Christ would cast out all lust if we would trust Him, and we could return to Paradise. The reader should observe that I desired my Creator to keep my sexual nature from temptation, not in order to be happy here or hereafter, but that I might serve others. By this experience I have been led to be- lieve that happiness consists in eternal ser- vice. I think jwith all Christians that sexual lust is sinful, and unless we look to Christ to redeem it, we shall be lost. If lust is sinful, does it not need a Saviour? All desires except sexual desire are esteemed worthy of salvation, and of the control of Christ; this is thought to be necessarily low and animal, and, therefore, unworthy 20 IN HEALTH and incapable of redemption, and to be controlled without Divine aid. This effort to control is equivalent to a prayer to God to destroy sexual life, and disease is the re- sult. Instead of trusting to the so-called higher faculties to control that which has been falsely esteemed the lower, the prayer should be for the redemption of sexual life, that it may be controlled by Christ. All our faculties are alike good; the sexual life is the sustaining life of the mind, as well as of every organ of the body; all thoughts and deeds proceed from the life in us that begat us, and Christ is the light of that life in all who are born of the Spirit. When man begins to reason about spiritual things without the light of love, he is lost in darkness, " for the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God." 1 From my experience in ministering to the sick, I believe that disease originates 1 i Cor. iii. 19. THE SECOND BIRTH 21 in unregenerated sexual life. We are so constituted that we cannot look with a condemnatory spirit upon any part of our organism, without creating disease in that part; showing clearly that " a house divided against itself cannot stand." We should not seek to suppress sexual life, but should desire Christ to redeem it. The mistake of suppressing it is made by many who seek to lead lives of Christian purity, because they fear the sexual life is unholy. Won- der has frequently been expressed to me, that a merciful God should give to man any- thing productive of so much misery; and it is the prayer of many persons that they may have no sexual life. A Presbyterian minister was introduced to me by a friend as being a man after my own heart; that is, a man of great faith. Afterward my friend asked what I thought of Mr. and of his faith. I replied that it seemed to me more like insanity than faith in Christ; that it resulted in condem- 22 IN HEALTH nation of sexual life in himself, and I feared he would end his days in a lunatic asylum. Several years afterwards the clergyman consulted me in regard to his health. Nothing could be done for him; he was hopelessly insane. His condemnation of sexual desire had extended to his religious experience. He said his whole life had been sinful, that there was no religion in him, and he believed he had committed the unpardonable sin. His friends soon after took him to an insane asylum, where he remained but a few months before he died. A member of the same denomination inquired the cause of this clergyman's con- dition. My reply was, that his condemna- tion of sexual life had turned it into lust, and through the darkness of lust he could see no hope for himself; that I believed he had sometime in his life, under a bitter condemnation of sexual desire, manifested passion toward the opposite sex. His THE SECOND BIRTH 23 friend then told me that he had treated some ladies improperly at a protracted meeting; the circumstances had been sup- pressed by taking him to an insane asylum. All sensation of sexual feeling should be committed or yielded to Christ. To do this there should be thankfulness for it, and mercy and good-will toward it, at the moment there is consciousness of it; and not only in thought should there be a de- sire that Christ will keep it, but this desire must be accompanied by resignation of the will to Him, and a consequent relaxation of the nervous and muscular systems. To relax the nervous and muscular sys- tems is to drop the head toward the chest, to sit with every muscle relaxed, and to let go all will over the muscular system, just as you have seen some persons do when asleep in their chairs. Such a position in- duces a truly natural, involuntary breathing by which the inhalations, instead of being expelled entirely through the nostrils, half 24 IN HEALTH utilized, are diffused through the body and perform the proper recuperative services. They carry out through the million pores the perspiration or morbific matter con- stantly renewing in the system, and which if retained causes death. This posture must be so easy that it may after some practice be continued for hours at a time. Some patients are obliged to practise a long time before the muscles are suffi- ciently relaxed to drop the head with ease. The mental condition is best expressed as follows: " In such high hour Of visitation from the Living God Thought was not." Wordsworth. The following interesting letter from a clergyman is a good illustration of this truth: To Dr. A. J. Ingersoll : My Dear Sir : Personally you are a stranger to me ; but through another I have become acquainted THE SECOND BIRTH 25 somewhat with your good works; and having been my- self blessed through the influence of your teachings, I desire for your encouragement and for the good of my afflicted brethren to give a brief account of my experi- ence as a sufferer, and the very simple means by which I am led to believe I have, through the grace of God, obtained a cure, after years of bodily and mental suf- fering. So nearly as I can understand myself, I have inherited strong sexual desires. My moral and religious convictions have been correspondingly strong; and supposing these two opposite natures in me to be nec- essarily opposed to each other, there has been a warfare going on within me the greater part of the time since my sexual life began to develop itself. To me the strange thing was in the conflict, - the more I tried to put down and keep under that nature which I counted base, and in itself sinful, the more determined it seemed not to be put down, and it kept me in almost constant fear of myself lest I should through it become guilty of some impropriety or immorality, for which I would forever condemn myself and be by others con- demned. After continuing the fight for some years alone, even until I had obtained,my education prepar- atory to entering upon the gospel ministry, I resolved that it was my duty, in humble dependence upon God for guidance, to seek a wife, that in lawful wedlock I 26 IN HEALTH might find rest for my sexual desires. God kindly gave me for a helpmate one of the best women that ever lived; but by nature, and I now suppose because of her previous condemnation of that nature, she had but limited sexual desire, but she was so good and helpful to me in every other way, and often even kind and self-sacrificing in that, that I was compelled to love her as possibly few men love their wives. Because of this difference in our natures, I often looked upon her as a perfect saint; but I judged myself as one of the vilest sinners. I prayed often and earnestly that I might be delivered from the corruption and depravity of this sinful nature within me which would not be at rest even in wedded life. In my ignorance of these things I could see no way out of this trouble, but to condemn and fight this nature, and pray that God would make me as good as my wife. The latter part of the seventh chapter of Romans will tell the story of my life. As the years moved on I seemed to grow worse instead of better in this nature, and at times felt quite nervously unstrung. Twice in my life - the first time about ten years ago, when engaged in a protracted series of re- vival meetings, and fighting and condemning my sexual life all the time - I was attacked with congestion of the brain, and came as near dying as one ever did and not die. For several months thereafter I was un- THE SECOND BIRTH 27 fit for work ; had finally to change my field of labor, and go on a field where but little was required; but while there, and nearly two years after my first attack, while engaged in another scries of protracted meet- ings, I had another attack of congestion, from which my friends and attending physicians thought it im- possible for me to recover; but through the mercy of God I did, and afterward rapidly regained my health. For a little more than four years after this time my dear wife, though not enjoying as vigorous health as in previous years, seemed to be more willing to comply with my request than at any previous time, and hence gave a general rest to my nature that I had not experienced before. But she was finally attacked with cancer in the breast, and after prolonged and most fearful sufferings found release in death. It is some years since that sad event, during the greater part of which time I have been passing through a fear- ful trial, not only from the sorrow and desolation of my heart and home, but also from the fight within. Many has been the time that I would gladly have wel- comed death, if for no other reason than that there might be an end to this dreadful warfare. I have prayed ceaselessly to be delivered from impurity of thought and desire ; but seemingly I could not be. My moral and religious convictions were strong enough 28 IN HEALTH to keep me from doing any outward wrong, but I could not attain unto that purity of heart that I knew I ought to have and that I earnestly desired. But as God would have it, while visiting at the home of a Christian lady at O last summer, she spoke to me about a certain faith-cure, and asked me if I had ever read anything about it. I told her that I had read of such a cure at Buffalo, but had little confidence in it; never- theless, I believed that whenever God gave the faith of healing He healed. But she said that she referred to another and different sort of faith-cure, and that she had a little book [ " In Health," published by A. J. Ingersoll, M. D., Corning, N.Y. ] which she would like me to read, which would tell me all about it. So when I was leaving she handed me the book, request- ing me to read it carefully and prayerfully, and tell her what I thought of it. I put it in my satchel and went on my way, had a few days' vacation, returned home, found much to do, and did not look at the book for several weeks. Finally I felt that I must, in fulfilment of my promise, write to that kind friend; and before I did that I must at least give a hurried reading to the little book. I had not read the first chapter through before I had very strange thoughts, and wondered whether my friend thought that I was a bad man, and sought in that way to tell me of it. If it had not been THE SECOND BIRTH 29 that I had every reason to believe that she was one of the purest and noblest minded Christian women that I had ever known, I would have judged that she intended it as a bait to entice me to evil. But I determined that I would read it through and see what it meant. I did so, and then I said, I must read it again; and some parts of it I read several times over. During these several readings, some little light broke in upon my hitherto darkened understanding on the subject. I knew from my own experience that there was much truth in some of these teachings; but I could not take it all in. I therefore wrote to my friend, expressing as nearly as I could my convictions about the teachings, asking her if she ever knew any one that was healed at that wonderful faith-cure ; and whether she had her- self had any experience in that kind of healing. She soon informed me that she had, and asked me to be free and ask her any question that I might desire in regard to these matters. I was thus led to put myself under her instructions, assisted by the little book and some of your tracts bearing on the same subject, which she sent me. I expressed to her through letter freely my trials and discouragements in this matter. She encouraged me to persevere in committing this nature to Christ, assuring me that she had strong faith to believe that I would surely obtain a peace of mind 30 IN HEALTH I had never known. I could see from time to time that I was gaining a little, but I did not obtain any- thing like a victory until the night of the closing of the old year. Previous to this time and during long years of my Christian experience and life I thought that I had made a full surrender of myself unto God ; and I am wont to believe that those who knew me best were impressed with the truth and reality of my religious professions. The most truly and deeply experienced among professed Christians always seemed to derive instruction and comfort from my religious teachings, and especially from ray religious conversations on Christian experience. So far as I knew how to give myself unto God through faith in Jesus Christ, I had done it, and I was all the time praying for more light, that if there was any lack I might see it and know it, but as touching the condition of my sexual life, as I have before said, it constantly worried me, and in my ignorance and misguided notions concerning it, I felt that I must not only wage war against it, but must pray God to annihilate it. I am sorry to say that I did this, notwithstanding the fact that I knew from previous study of the science of physiology that my life was, in some mysterious way, intimately connected with my sexual nature; yet I suppose that for truly Christian men there must be some way to extinguish or THE SECOND BIRTH 31 annul the unwelcome desire in the one, and yet the other might live, and live the better, because there was no emotion or desire of that sort within the mind or the body. This passage of Scripture strengthened me in my convictions that I was right in thus seeking de- liverance. " And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts." (Gal. v. 24.) I now feel that God has been merciful unto me, and has spared my life, even while I was anxious for its destruction, because I was ignorantly yet conscien- tiously seeking what I supposed it was my duty as a Christian to seek. Since the change to which I have referred as having taken place about the hours of the close of the old year and the beginning of the new, I reverence in myself that life and nature which I for- merly condemned and tried so hard to put down and keep under. Having committed it to Christ for His re- demption and keeping, I find great pleasure and comfort in the thought and feeling that this nature, which I so long despised and tried to crucify, is indeed and in truth the very best part of me. It gives me no trouble now ; but on the contrary, it gives me rest and strength and inspi- ration to do my Lord's bidding. I formerly thought that the only rest and pleasure that could be found in this nature must be found in its lawful indulgence in wedded life ; but I find now, being providentially denied 32 IN HEALTH such relations, that I have more rest, pleasure, and happiness in its non-indulgence than I ever had in its indulgence. The pleasure and rest of the latter was only temporary, but the pleasure and rest of the former seems, thus far, to be full and abiding. I feel that I ought to say these things for the benefit of some who may feel that it is impossible to have a strong developed sexual nature, and yet have it through Christ's re- demption brought into perfect rest, outside of marriage relations. Should any one ask, " How long were you in seeking this blessing after you had learnt somewhat of the way that it might be obtained ? " I answer, about three months. Should any one ask, "If you really desired it, why did you not obtain it sooner ? " I answer, because of my unbelief and unwillingness to give up all of my previous education and notions about it. I often thought while reading your little book, " In Health," that Dr. Ingersoll was an old fogy, who had become a little " cranky " on that subject. The trouble was in myself; but I did not know it. Now I look upon you, though I never saw you, and the Christian lady who took the risk of loaning me the book, as my greatest benefactors. Under God you have probably saved me from an insane asylum, or from recklessness in forming a second marriage to find some little rest in that nature with which I knew not THE SECOND BIRTH 33 what to do without marriage; or if from neither of these, they certainly have saved me from a great deal of unhappiness, and have made that life which was be- coming unduly burdensome and intolerable, a life of joy and peace in the Holy Ghost. It seems as if I am just beginning to think, feel, and live as a Christian ought to think, feel, and live. I love God. I love all His works within me and without me. I have no fear : " Perfect love casteth out all fear." I have found in my latter-day experience, that hanging of the head and relaxing every muscle, giving up will and all unto God, in thanksgiving for my sexual life, and in silent prayer for its redemption, have been invaluable suggestions which have aided me in obtaining this new life, and have helped to keep me in its enjoyment. Praise be to the name of our God and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Since I began the new year I have felt that I was in- deed a redeemed and saved man in soul and body, in a sense I never experienced before. I rejoice in Christ every day and every hour. The happy experience of that New Year's night and the following day have been abiding. Seemingly there has been a renewal of my whole being. My health never was better. Have scarcely felt the severe cold of the past winter. There seems to be life and light now in every part of my soul and body. I am led to believe that there is yet 34 IN HEALTH more to follow. I am trying to teach others this new faith. Some few, I humbly trust, are learning with me to look to Jesus for the redemption of both body and soul. I trust that you will pardon this long letter, and while I do not send it for publication, I have no ob- jections to your using anything that I have written that you may think best for the encouragement and help of those you are trying to lead in the narrow way; grate- ful to God for the benefits which I have received through your writings, and the prayers and correspond- ence of my Christian friend. I am a Christian pastor in good standing among my brethren in the O. B. xXssociation, State of New York. Truly yours, Rev. Mr. L. From the preceding letter I am con- vinced that Rev. Mr. L. lifted up the Son of Man as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, for he received physical healing and spiritual redemption. " And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness even so must the Son of Man be lifted up." This symbolized to the children of Israel, love and reverence sex THE SECOND BIRTH 35 in yourselves and ye shall be healed. To Nicodemus it signified, love and reverence sex in yourself and ye shall know what it is to be born again. I believe that Nico- demus understood the meaning of that symbol as Christ revealed it to me, for we have abundant testimony from ancient writers on symbolism that this interpreta- tion was well understood at that time. I have believed for thirty-five years that Christ revealed to me the second birth through my sexual life by giving me love and reverence for it. During all this time I was teaching it as He revealed it to me, and many times Christians claiming to be born again quoted John iii. 8 to prove to me that we cannot know anything about the second birth. In reply I would quote verses 9 and 10: "Nicodemus answered and said unto him, How can these things be ? "Jesus answered and said unto him, Art 36 IN HEALTH thou a master of Israel, and knowest not these things ? " Why did Christ ask this question if these thing's cannot be known? When I looked to Christ for help to keep the seventh commandment in thought " my citizenship began in heaven, and He commenced to fashion anew the body of my humiliation" (see Phil. iii. 20 and 21, Revised Version) by which I was " crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave Himself for me." (Gal. ii. 20.) The second birth began in me in the life which begat me, then I realized that " the Spirit breatheth where it listeth, and I heard the voice thereof, but I did not know whence it came, nor whither it went; " 1 yet I did realize that the Spirit is omnipresent, and 1 John iii. 8. Marginal rendering in Revised Version which received a two-thirds vote of the revisers of New Testament. THE SECOND BIRTH 37 I felt that I was lifted up into Christ, by the Holy Spirit coming to me in the life which gave me my being. I could not be deceived in this, for Christ gave me " the fruit of the Spirit, which is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, faith, meekness, and temperance." (Gal. v. 22 and 23.) For the last thirty-five years the recovery of my patients was due to their belief in this doctrine. Those who accepted these teachings fully were healed quickly, and the successful cases given in this book are among this number. Many patients spend much time with me uselessly, because they understand commit- ment to be in thought, without any resig- nation of the will. Commitment to Christ will give com- plete local quietness, and will keep all men and women from the sin of adultery even in thought,- the sin of which Christ speaks when He says, "Whosoever 38 IN HEALTH looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart." 1 I endeavor to bring my patients into the belief that the second birth will create in them the spiritual condition of our first parents before the Fall, in whom the love of God was supreme. In that condition everything was pure; sexual life was holy. By transgression man broke away from the law of Love, and the life of sex became despised. When my patients believe for the sake of the body, they are restored like the nine lepers who did not return to give glory to God. If they believed for their souls' sal- vation, both soul and body would be healed. The majority of my patients are many weeks in attaining belief, but a few come rapidly into it. I told a young man who consulted me in regard to his disease, which physicians pronounced congestion 1 Matt. v. 2. THE SECOND BIRTH 39 of the brain, that if he would return thanks to Christ for every sexual sensation, he could regain his health. He realized the truth of my assertion, followed my advice, and gained nine pounds in weight the first week he was under my care. In about three weeks he returned to college, from which he had been absent nine months; in three months he resumed his place in class. He continues well, and is now preaching. Notwithstanding my success in healing the sick, I am not satisfied, because I have not been able to lead many of them to seek the redemption of their souls by commit- ment of sexual life to Christ. This doctrine has always met with opposition, because Christians generally believe that " this infection of nature doth remain, yea, in them that are regenerated.''1 I hope the time will come when I shall be better fitted to teach, and mankind more willing to receive, the truth. Only by the 1 See Ninth Article of Religion. (Episcopal Church.) IN HEALTH 40 power of Christ have I been able to do what I have done in the past forty-five years; I have promised to serve Him during this life, and hope to be worthy to do so throughout eternity; I believe He is all in all, I am His unprofitable servant. NOTE. The Eye. - In Dean Alford's notes on the word "eye," Matt. vi. 22, 23, he says: "Stier expands it well: 1 As the body, of itself a dark mass, has its light from the eye, so we have here compared to it the sensuous, bestial life of men, their appetites, desires, and aversions, which belong to the lower creature. This dark region - human nature under the gross dominion of the flesh - shall become spiritualized, enlightened, sanctified, by the spiritual light: but if this light be darkness, how great must then the darkness of the sensuous life be ! ' " CHAPTER II RELIGION "Ifye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you." - John xv. 7. II RELIGION " If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you." - John xv. 7. Before my conversion I believed the object of religion was to gain eternal happi- ness and avoid eternal misery. I thought by becoming a minister, and thus serving humanity in this life, that I should obtain happiness in the next. I did not think for a moment that heaven consists in the ser- vice of the Lord. " And whosoever of you will be the chiefest, shall be servant of all." 1 To be made a servant is all we should 1 Mark x. 44. 44 IN HEALTH ever ask, and that service which is accept- able to Christ will form our happiness. The joy of serving Him is the " kingdom of God within us." In my religious instructions I endeavor to teach that the desire to serve Christ in order that His will may be done in and by us is the whole duty of man; that we should desire to keep His spirit which He gives us, - which is His name,- hal- lowed, and give it to others as freely and purely as He gives it to us; that desire, or prayer, should never be for Him to in- crease His spiritual gifts, " for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of before ye ask Him."1 "Ye ask and re- ceive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts." 2 We have not been faithful over what He has given us; to ask for more is selfishness; and by so doing we place ourselves in the condition of the servant who, having 1 Matt. vi. 8. 2 James iv. 3. RELIGION 45 but one talent, " went and digged in the earth, and hid his lord's money." 1 When the prodigal son became penitent and returned to his father, he did not ask his father to give him more, but sought to be made as one of his " hired ser- vants." The command to "love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy strength, and with all thy mind; and thy neighbour as thy- self," 2 forbids any plan or purpose of our own, in regard to what we would have Him do for us. When we seek the sal- vation of our intellects, and the annihi- lation of sexual life, we look to Him to do our wills, not to have His will done in us. This is making Him after our own hearts, - full of vengeance, hatred, and all manner of evil. Those with whom I have conversed upon this subject seem unconsciously to believe 1 Matt. xxv. 18. 2 Luke x. 27. 46 IN HEALTH in the doctrine of Manes, who taught that the upper part of the body was formed by God, the lower by the devil. The reader will perceive that I am no believer in this doctrine, and unless I fail entirely in my purpose, he will realize that my object in giving this work to the public is to offer my humble testimony that Christ, through the redemption of the sexual life, will make the " 'whole body full of light, hav- ing no part dark." He will change the whole nature of man, and fill him with life. The power of this faith has been mani- fested by the restoration to health of all those who have accepted it. I believe "the curative power of the system," of which physiologists speak, is redeemed sexual life. God is all in all; therefore, through the commitment of this' life to Him, He be- comes the power in us to heal all diseases. The suppression of this life by the will de- RELIGION 47 stroys digestion, and weakens the power of all the vital organs. When I tell the sick they need to seek the restoration of sexual feeling for the healing of any organ of the body, they fear it will be sinful; and it would be so unless they also sought of Christ its redemption. The Giver of life has power to be its keeper. I was told by Miss A. that her physician had said that the suppression of her sexual feeling had destroyed her health; but he did not tell her where to look for its res- toration, nor what to do with it should it return. I told her to look to Christ for its restoration, and to commit it to Him when it was restored. She did so, and was soon well. Mrs. B., who consulted me for sterility, had been under the treatment of a very popular physician of New York. He used electricity for the restoration of her sexual life, but she received no benefit. I told her to seek it of Christ, and at the end of six 48 IN HEALTH weeks she was well. Her hopes are now realized, as she is the happy mother of two children. Sexual life, God's sustaining life in man, is not simply the life of the organs to which He has assigned the important office of bringing into existence immortal souls. It is the power which digests and assimilates the food in the stomach and bowels ; causes respiration in the lungs; circulates the blood through the heart, arteries, and veins, and changes it into the solids; gives motion to the muscles and life to the nerves, and controls all the actions of humanity. If mankind had trust and reverence for this life, no man would look " on a woman to lust after her," ' and there would be no infidelity in marriage. Sexual redemption is the only remedy for the ruin that is coming upon society under the disguise of Free Love, - another name for Free Lust. If sexual life was under the control of RELIGION 49 God, intemperance is another evil that would pass away, for it has its origin in the restlessness of this life, which, dissatis- fied and under the control of passion, cre- ates an insatiable desire that seeks to satisfy its craving in stimulants. It is hoped the reader will not misunder- stand these ideas as referring to the re- demption of the body, which, being but the instrument of the soul, and having no will except that which the soul confers upon it, has no need of redemption. St. Paul says, " For our conversation is in heaven; from whence also we look for the Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ; who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto Uis glorious body."1 As there was no Fall but that of the spirit, so there can be no purification except that which comes through the soul; for the body is moulded by the soul as clay by the hands of the potter. 1 Phil. iii. 20, 2i, 50 IN HEALTH " So every spirit, as it is most pure, And hath in it the more of heavenly light; So it the fairer bodie doth procure To habit in, and it more fairly dight, With cheerfull grace and amiable sight: For of the soule, the bodie form doth take; For soule is form, and doth the bodie make."1 What can we do to make our whole body receptive of Divine love, that it may be full of life? Love our whole body as the temple of the Holy Ghost. St. Paul said, " What! know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own ? "2 God's word is a revelation only to that being in whom His spirit dwells. " But this poor miserable Me! Is this, then, all the book I have got to read about God in! Yes, truly so. No other book, nor frag- ment of book, than that, will you ever find; no velvet-bound missal, nor frankincensed 1 Spenser's " Hymn in Honor of Beauty." 2 i Cor. vi. 19. RELIGION 51 manuscript; nothing hieroglyphic nor cunei- form; papyrus and pyramid are alike silent on this matter; - nothing in the clouds above, nor in the earth beneath. That flesh- bound volume is the only revelation that is, that was, or that can be. In that is the im- age of God painted; in that is the law of God written; in that is the promise of God revealed. Know thyself; for through thy- self only thou canst know God." 1 The belief that the human form is the temple of the Holy Ghost will make us receptive of Christ's healing power. As my patients grow into a realization of this truth, which brings them into a love of their own forms, they increase in life. Wilkinson says truly, that " loss of faith and other inward graces is the tap-root of bodily sickness; and that fears, apathies, hatreds, and self-seekings are the sowers who go forth to sow poison through our frames. On the other hand the renewal of 1 Ruskin's " Modern Painters," vol. v. p. 212. 52 IN HEALTH faith, even when impressed from without, handles the organism as the will handles the muscles, and, if we may use the expres- sion, converts and Christianizes the body - that is to say, heals it."1 There is no mi- asma which comes up from the earth, so productive of disease as a bitter feeling in our hearts toward ourselves and others. I once met a young man at a water-cure, who informed me that he expected soon to graduate at College, and then pre- pare himself for the ministry. I told him that, in reality, he was preparing himself for an insane asylum, for if he did not cease condemning his sexual life, he would yet become a raving maniac. He was as- tonished at my assertion, and for some time denied that he condemned his sexual life; finally, however, he admitted that he was in great distress about its condition, and was seeking every means to destroy it; that often his desperation was so great, 1 " The Human Body and its Connection with Man." RELIGION 53 that he could scarcely refrain from rushing through the streets, and swearing at every leap. For two weeks we frequently conversed on the subject, and I urged upon him the necessity of yielding his sexual nature to Christ, that he might be at peace with him- self; in his present condition his influence over others would cause restlessness and insanity, rather than peace and love. Fie admitted that during a recent revival at his college, a young man whom he had labored to convert was in a strange state of mind, for while manifesting great re- ligious interest, he undoubtedly showed very decided symptoms of insanity. Before we parted the young man saw his error. Two months afterward he wrote me that he had found peace and rest for his sexual life, and that he wondered he had not been stricken down like Ananias and Sapphira, for having kept back part of his nature. His whole letter indicated 54 IN HEALTH that he had obtained the happiness which is surely received by those who come into harmony with their Creator, and that he was ruled by Christ's love instead of his former madness. Theological students condemn the sex- ual nature more bitterly than any other class of men, under the mistaken impres- sion that it is animal and impure, and that they cannot serve God unless it is anni- hilated. This assertion is founded upon their own admissions. An Orthodox minister wrote to me'that he had succeeded in casting the devil out of every part of his nature except sex. I replied that if he would commit that part to Christ, He would give him the victory over the devil in that also. I wish by this brief work to lead others to a reconciliation with sexual life as a gift from the Creator, and induce them to look to Him for its redemption ; thus be- coming subject to the will of their Lord RELIGION 55 and Saviour, their souls will be redeemed, and their bodies healed. In the majority of cases the minds of my patients have been brought into recon- ciliation with their sexual life, and through this reconciliation Christ has healed them. I have desired more than this, - that they might surrender their whole nature to Him, and thus realize what it is to be born again, "Not of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God." They would then know that failure of bodily health is the result of disease in the soul, and through believing that the Physician of the soul is the Healer of the body, in sickness they would look to Christ to supply their need, and find Him their strength. The more we are in harmony with Christ's spirit and subject to His will, the greater power will the life of the body, which is sexual, have for its sustenance, and for the overcoming of disease. In order to be fully redeemed the whole 56 IN HEALTH nature of man must be yielded to Christ ; then there will be no more strife in the soul, but perfect rest and peace in the sexual life ; and there being no schism in the body, all its functions will be perfectly performed. Then, and only then, will there be a realization that the body is the temple of the Holy Ghost, - that we are not our own. This realization will bring with it reverence and love, and the " peace that passeth all understanding." CHAPTER III WOMAN "And Jesus answering saith unto them, Have faith in God." - Mark xi. 22. Ill WOMAN " And Jesus answering saith unto them, Have faith in God." - Mark xi. 22. Dr. Clarke remarks, " Growth, health, and disease are cellular manifestations. With every act of life,- the movement of a finger, the pulsation of a heart, the utter- ing of a word, the coining of a thought, the thrill of an emotion, - there is the destruc- tion of a certain number of cells. Their destruction evolves or sets free the forces that we recognize as movement, speech, thought, and emotion. The number of cells destroyed depends upon the intensity and duration of the effort that correlates their destruction. When a blacksmith 60 IN HEALTH wields a hammer for an hour, he uses up the number of cells necessary to yield that amount of muscular force. When a girl studies Latin for an hour, she uses up the number of brain-cells necessary to yield that amount of intellectual force. As fast as one cell is destroyed, another is generated. The death of one is followed instantly by the birth of its successor. This continual process of cellular death and birth, the in- come and outgo of cells, that follow each other like the waves of the sea, each differ- ent, yet each the same, is metamorphosis of tissue. This is life." 1 It is to be hoped the reader will see that what Dr. Clarke calls life is but the effect of life. The sexual life which begat us is the life which begets the cells within us, and if we would have it healthful, we must commit it to Christ for redemption, that He, becoming its Saviour, may increase its power for the generation of these cells; *" Sex in Education," pp. 51-52. WOMAN 61 for all life is of Him, and He is the Light of it. Sexual life being the sustaining life of the body, all in the soul of man that is in obedience, or in opposition to God, has its effect upon that life, bestowing upon it peace or restlessness, health or disease. Dissatisfaction with the manner of our cre- ation or existence is warfare against the Creator, and necessarily weakens the life force, so that the cells die faster than they are created, and the health declines. Fear, disgust, and hatred are the causes of the worst cases of dysmenorrhoea. A lady suffering from this disease, who had been pronounced incurable by her physi- cians, as a last hope placed herself under my care. For many years she had suffered intensely during the menstrual period, hav- ing had violent spasms and frequently be- ing delirious. I never saw greater anger in any human face than hers, when first called to see her in one of these attacks. I told her the 62 IN HEALTH spasmodic action was caused by her anger with God for creating her a woman, and thereby subjecting her to menstruation; that her anger must cease, for she was be- yond relief until she became reconciled to this function. She insisted that she could not control herself, and that she was not angry. Finally, however, my convictions of her state prevailed over her own, her will relaxed, and the spasmodic action and pain passed away. In about two hours she became angry again, and her sufferings re- turned. The same counsel was given, with the same effect. During the next two periods she needed the same advice, for at each return she was in mental desperation and physical agony. When she came into the full belief that her suffering was caused by anger with this function, she became reconciled to menstruation, and was re- stored to health. Miss C., who at the agre of nineteen was placed under my care, had not menstruated WOMAN 63 in eighteen months. She suffered no pain, but was unable to move, speak, or even whisper; her form was as undeveloped as a child's. I told her she had no disease, but that her condition was the effect of her anger at the catamenial function. When she re- covered so far as to speak, she admitted the truth of my assertion. She became rec- onciled to menstruation as the Divine will in her being, and was soon restored to health. The menses appeared at the end of three months, and her form became fully developed. I advise women to take all the exercise they can during menstruation, and good re- sults follow, - provided they are not dis- gusted, nor angry, with this function, nor controlled by fear. Drs. Clarke, Maudsley, and others are of the opinion that study during menstru- ation produces derangement of the female function, and they give satisfactory proof to all who accept their premises. While 64 IN HEALTH the light of physiology is not to be rejected, it should not be accepted as the standard by which to judge of the effects of study upon females. In all cases where women have received my religious views of this function, they perform physical or mental labor during these periods without any in- convenience. Study is not the primary cause of the failure of health in the young of either sex, but the spirit of pride and ambition which rules them in its pursuit. The strife to win prizes, the desire to triumph over com- panions, and the attending excitement, are the results of vain ambition and selfish- ness, demoralizing1 to the soul, and conse- quently destructive to health. The case of Miss D. will illustrate the above. Such was her nervous condition that, upon her arrival at my house, she re- quested every one to leave the parlor, before she would pass through it to her room. I was soon afterward called, and WOMAN 65 found her in a fit of hysteria. I told her the attack was the result of her anger at being created a woman; that she had always re- gretted she was not a man. When she became quiet, she said that overwork at school was the cause of her illness. I told her it was not the study which had af- fected her health, but that the purpose with which she pursued it was not in har- mony with the purpose of her Creator, who designed woman to be wife and mother. The latter word startled her, and she said with emphasis, " she never would be willing to be a mother." When asked if she received that idea at school, she re- plied that she had it before going, but it was confirmed there, and added, " All the girls at school said they did not intend to have children." The stories she heard had led her to magnify the sufferings of childbirth, until she had become filled with terror, and had broken an engagement of marriage in consequence. 66 IN HEALTH Whenever asked if she had given up the wish to be a man, she answered in the neg- ative. It was impossible to convince her of the wisdom and goodness of God in creating her a woman, consequently, she did not recover. The phrase " sphere of woman " had its origin and adoption in the feeling that wom- an's destiny, as appointed by God, is not ennobling, and it is continually used by persons who have not felt its sacredness. Many women consider their own God- given sphere ignoble, the duties entailed upon them degrading, and seek to elevate themselves by forsaking their appointed work. It is the tendency of the age to make- woman think that likeness to man should be her ideal. The desire of wom- an to be like man is, in her mind, equiva- lent to the idea that she should have been created a man, and is one of the many influences of society and school which are destructive to her nature. Equality exists WOMAN 67 only when man and woman fill their di- vinely appointed sphere, - each seeking to become obedient to the Divine law; for the law being Divine will harmonize with the life of the soul and body. He who gave us the law gave also our existence, and certainly knows to what purpose of life we are best adapted. Woman's sphere is not a selfish one, not for worldly purposes. Her education should fit her to be not only " the giver of bread," but the giver of spiritual food; for it was intended that the spiritual light of the world should exist in her. Dr. Clarke says, " The problem of woman's sphere, to use the modern phrase, is not to be solved by applying to it abstract principles of right and wrong. Its solution must be obtained from physiology, not from ethics or metaphysics. The question must be submitted to Agassiz and Huxley, not to Kant or Calvin, to Church or Pope."1 1 " Sex in Education," p. 12. 68 IN HEALTH The question of woman's sphere cannot be solved by Agassiz and Huxley, for God has settled it in creating her to be wife and mother. The ground for disapproval of a girl's pursuing the same course of study as a boy is not that she lacks the mental and physical capacity, but that for the fulfilment of her Creator's purpose in giving her life a dif- ferent training is required. At the present time a girl's education has the tendency to make her falsely intellectual and vainly accomplished, but not observing and prac- tical. Her ambition is fostered by parents and teachers; she has no rest in attaining her object; and the strife to acquire much in a short time keeps her in a state of excitement which consumes her life. A girl should be educated under quiet influences; should be taught to be contented and happy in herself; seeking the cultiva- tion of that which will increase her wisdom. The desire to serve humanity will follow; WOMAN 69 her aim will be to give happiness at home; and, in honoring wifehood and motherhood, she will exert an influence upon genera- tions yet unborn. The limits of this work will not allow the discussion as to what course of study would best fit woman for this noble posi- tion; the subject must be left with this re- mark: that all learning which harmonizes with the Divine purpose will be no injury to her; but any knowledge, however ob- tained, that has a contrary tendency, will be destructive to her physical and spiritual health. Her instructors should be guided by God's Word, and educate her to fill the sphere designed by His wisdom; and for this end she should not be removed from the influence of home. " You may see continually girls who have never been taught to do a single useful thing thoroughly; who cannot sew, who cannot cook, who cannot cast an account, nor prepare a medicine, whose whole life 70 IN HEALTH has been passed either in play or in pride; you will find girls like these, when they are earnest-hearted, cast all their innate passion of religious spirit, which was meant by God to support them through the irksomeness of daily toil, into grievous and vain medita- tion over the meaning of the great Book of which no syllable was ever yet to be understood but through a deed; all the instinctive wisdom and mercy of their womanhood made vain, and the glory of their pure consciences warped into fruitless agony concerning questions which the laws of common serviceable life would have either solved for them in an instant, or kept out of their way. Give such a girl any true work that will make her active in the dawn, and weary at night, with the consciousness that her fellow-creatures have indeed been the better for her day, and the powerless sorrow of her enthusi- asm will transform itself into a majesty of radiant and beneficent peace."1 11 ' The Mystery of Life and its Arts," by Ruskin. WOMAN 71 The following quotation, giving preemi- nence to the soul, expresses the condition under which all men and women might pursue their education to the full extent of their opportunities and desires: " And now observe, the first important consequence of our fully understanding this preeminence of the soul will be the due understanding of that subordination of knowledge respecting which so much has already been said. For it must be felt at once, that the increase of knowledge, merely as such, does not make the soul larger or smaller; that, in the sight of God, all the knowledge man can gain is as noth- ing; but that the soul, for which the great scheme of redemption was laid, be it igno- rant or be it wise, is all in all; and in the activity, strength, health, and well-being of the soul, lies the main difference, in His sight, between one man and another. And that which is all in all in God's estimate is also, be assured, all in all in man's labor; 72 IN HEALTH and to have the heart open, and the eyes clear, and the emotions and thoughts warm and quick, and not the knowing of this or the other fact, is the state needed for all mighty doing in this world; and, there- fore, finally, for this, the weightiest of all reasons, let us take no pride in our knowl- edge. We may, in a certain sense, be proud of being immortal; we may be proud of being God's children; we may be proud of loving, thinking, seeing, and of all that we are by no human teaching; but not of what we have been taught by rote, not of the ballast and freight of the ship of the spirit, but only of its pilotage, without which all the freight will only sink it faster and strew the sea more richly with its ruin." 1 1 " Stones of Venice," vol. iii. CHAPTER IV THE RELATION OF THE SEXES "They twain shall be one flesh." - Matt. xix. 5. IV THE RELATION OF THE SEXES "They twain shall be one flesh." - Matt. xix. 5. "And the Lord God said, It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him an help meet for him.'' 1 In this verse we find expressed the Di- vine purpose in the creation of woman. A wife to come into harmony with this purpose should desire to be helpful to her husband, and that in the highest sense,- a spiritual help to him. To become this, she must seek strength of the Lord God of Hosts, of Him who is ever helpful. " The Maker of all creatures and things, 1 Gen. ii. 18. 76 IN HEALTH ' by whom all creatures live, and all things consist,' is essentially and forever the Help- ful One, or, in softer Saxon, the Holy One. The word has no other ultimate meaning. Helpful, harmless, undefiled, 'living,' or 6 Lord of life.' The idea is clear and mighty in the cherubim's cry: 4 Helpful, helpful, helpful, Lord God of Hosts;' - i.e., of all the hosts, armies, and creatures of the earth."1 This was the relation of our first parents to their Creator before the Fall, and this was their divine, holy, or helpful relation to each other. God's commands were given to make us helpful to one another; and this helpfulness, which is of the Lord, is eter- nal happiness, or the state of the redeemed. The marginal rendering of the phrase, 44 meet for him," is 44 as before him." It signifies that to woman has been given a highly spiritual nature, by which Christ may lead her in the way of salvation, and 1 " Modern Painters, " vol. v. RELATION OF THE SEXES 77 fit her to go before her husband spiritually, without any assumption of superiority, to guide him to Christ. " And thy desire shall be subject to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee." 1 Obedience to this command was required to lead Adam and Eve back to Paradise; it was not intended as a punishment. There was no necessity for this command before the Fall, because he was under the control of klim who rules the universe. Woman was created to be queen over the affectional kingdom, and to obtain her crown of Divine love, she must lead in the obedience. Woman in the Fall fell lower than man, because woman was created to be the spiritual guide. A man drowning will grasp a hand extended to his aid, and cling to it through the strong battling waves until it brings him safely to shore. So a woman should give a man a spiritual hand, that when he goes forth into the 1 Gen. iii. x6. - Marginal rendering. 78 IN HEALTH hurry of life, he may feel its grasp warm and strong to help him rise above the bil- lows of vice and corruption which are everywhere ready to drag a man down to a moral death. The man who interprets this command as giving him authority to govern his wife for any other purpose than her happiness, does not understand Divine government, which has no other object or effect than the good of the governed. Any other aim than this fosters in a husband the spirit of a tyrant, which without repentance will effect his ruin. In advising women to obey their hus- bands I have been guided by this inter- pretation of the command, and in every instance where they have followed my advice they have been blessed. I was called to see Mrs. E., whose dis- ease was pronounced paralysis. She was apparently unable to turn in bed. When she was told that her condition was caused RELATION OF THE SEXES 79 bv her antipathy to having children, she be- came very angry. I informed her husband that it would be impossible for me to do any- thing, but that he could help her; that it was necessary to govern her in every way possi- ble, so that her will should become subject to his, and through a spirit of obedience Christ would heal her. His affection had always led him to indulge her selfishness, not knowing it was • injurious; he did not think he could do otherwise, until satisfied that it would be for her good. Her habit was to call some one every few moments to turn her in bed. I believe she would be able to turn herself if she became sub- ject to her husband in the Divine sense, so I advised him not to help her, nor allow any of the family to do so. He said he would follow my advice; and I succeeded in satisfying his daughters, also, that it was for the physical and spiritual good of their mother. When her husband first undertook to 80 IN HEALTH control her, there seemed no bounds to her anger; she would even call to the neigh- bors as they were passing to come to her assistance. I learned afterward she was enjoying as good health as could be expected for a person of her years, being able to ride out and take whatever exercise she chose, and that her exacting disposition was changed to one of love and good-will toward all. The explanation of the case is very sim- ple. She had had her own selfish way so long that her efforts to move were made with such intense will-force as to paralyze her; when she became obedient to her husband, her own will was broken so that Christ's will could be done within her. This restored the equilibrium of the nervous forces, and the muscular effort could be made without so much intensity as to produce paralysis. From my observation of paralytic cases I have been led to conclude that in many RELATIQN OF THE SEXES 81 of them the paralysis results from this undue force thrown by the will on the muscles. Another lady was opposed to having her form changed during pregnancy lest her situation should be known, and exerted so much will upon her body as to succeed in concealing her condition until the physi- cian was called at her confinement. The effort of her will to contract her form deprived the legs of life-force and resulted in paralysis. She seemed angry with her legs, using bitter invectives against them because they would not do her bidding. At one time when I was trying to teach her to walk, she exclaimed with ven- geance, " Plagued legs! " "You can never walk while you have such a spirit toward them,'' I said; "you have bitterness enough toward your body to send you to the grave." She could not be benefited, be- cause she refused to believe. She never walked again, and has since died. 82 IN HEALTH A lady came to me from a water-cure where she had been taught that there was a physiological incompatibility between herself and husband. She was greatly distressed because he refused to pay any further medical expenses. I told her she would not require medical aid if she would forgive her husband, that then she would see her own fault, for which forgiveness would be granted if she sought it of Christ. She was advised to return to her husband, and obey him, for in that obedience she would become a happy wife. She accepted the doctrine, and after remaining a week, during which I talked to her daily on for- giveness and obedience, she left my house a happy woman. On her way home she visited the institution from which she came, where her friends were astonished at her improvement, thinking her cure almost a miracle. Mrs. F. came to me from the same cure, under the same delusion in regard to her- RELATION OF THE SEXES 83 self and husband. Physically, mentally, and morally, she was a complete wreck. What she ate, though but a morsel, caused her extreme suffering. She freely ex- pressed her great sorrow that she had a husband. She was advised to forgive him, for then she would realize the fault was in herself. If she came into this perception, and sought forgiveness for her sins, Christ would grant it, redeeming her soul and healing her body. She saw her mistake, and soon began to improve. Her appetite returned, her digestion became good, and at the end of four weeks she went home. Since that time she has lived happily with her husband. I was once called to see a lady who had been confined to her bed for some years. I told her that her prostration resulted from rebellion against the will of God in creating her to be a wife and mother. She replied that before she married she thought her husband was too good a man to wish 84 IN HEALTH to cohabit with her. I said it was that thought which produced her disease; and an hour was spent in impressing upon her the belief that her desire must be subject to her husband, which was all that was done for her. I heard about two months afterward that she was well, and doing her own housework. " Wives submit yourselves unto your husbands as unto the Lord." (Eph. v. 22.) " As unto the Lord " means in love. Paul's advice to husbands and wives was intended for the best good of each, not expecting either to compel the other, for he knew that was impossible. An English lady told me that about nine o'clock every night the surface of her whole body became so heated that she could get but very little sleep, while her pulse did not show any fever. She had consulted many of the noted physicians of Europe and America, without obtaining any relief. RELATION OF THE SEXES 85 I told her the cause of her trouble was a nervous condition caused by disobedience to her husband which she denied for six months. She said her husband was an Englishman and compelled her to obey. I replied, 'Then you do not love to obey him;" and she answered, "No." I then said, "Your obedience is not obedience, because it is not as 4 unto the Lord.' " At the end of these six months my prayer that Christ would reveal to her the truth of my teachings was answered, and from that hour this nervous heat left her and her sleep was as natural and peaceful as that of a child. My experience of forty- five years in treating chronic diseases of women convinces me that only Divine love can make a wife happy in obeying her husband or can make the husband happy in obeying the wife; then each will seek the happiness of the other. I believe woman was created to be queen over the affectional kingdom and through 86 IN HEALTH Divine love ruler over the whole human family. The following case will illustrate a wife's power over her husband; but I have never known a case where a husband had as much power over his wife. In 1887 Mrs. came to me for physical help, say- ing she had been anxious to come for twenty years, and had been angry with her husband during this entire period, being so wretched that she had no desire to live because of his intemperance and intimacy with de- praved women. I told her that Christ would give her power over her husband to win him from his bad habits if she would obey him in love. She claimed she had just cause to hate him. I replied, " ' With- out a cause,' in Matt. v. 22, is omitted in the New Revision, and your present physical state is the fruit of your anger." For the next five weeks her condition was unchanged, at the end of which time I convinced her of the truth of the above RELATION OF THE SEXES 87 doctrine. The next day she told me she was healed of her infirmities. A few days later she returned to her home, and a year afterward informed me that her husband was entirely changed, having become good and kind, and she was sure no woman could induce him to be untrue to her. Four years later a letter from her indicates con- tinued health and happiness. I often hear it asserted that the husband should obey the wife as well as the wife the husband. This I believe to be true, but his obedience will be the natural result of her loving to obey him. Then there would be no bondage, because each will love to obey the other, and in this perfect love is perfect liberty for both. Physicians often advise women not to yield to the sexual desires of their husbands, lest their disease should be augmented. It is the wife's fear of becoming a mother that has created the disease, and though all the devices which man's ingenuity can invent 88 IN HEALTH be employed to prevent conception, the fear will still exist, and have its effect upon the health. When the fear is eradicated the life overcomes the disease. If woman had reverence for her sexual life, and faith in Christ, she would suffer but little in childbirth. St. Paul says, " Not- withstanding, she shall be saved in child- bearing, if they continue in faith, and charity, and holiness, with sobriety." 1 The truth of this has been proved in the experience of those whom I have enabled to accept this promise. When Mrs. G. became my patient, she was able to walk but a few steps, and had been carried up and down stairs for two years. She had chronic inflammation of the womb, and her arms were partially paralyzed, the muscles of the whole body, and the lungs, were very sore, and she experienced much difficulty in breathing. She had suffered intensely in childbirth, 1 I. Tim. ii. 15. RELATION OF THE SEXES 89 and it was the opinion of her physicians that she could not live through another confinement, and, therefore, she ought not to have any more children. She possessed a strong sexual nature, and the fear of childbirth caused her to fight it des- perately. I assured her that the course she was pursuing was destroying her health, and if she chose to continue it she might as well go home at once, for her health could only be restored by commit- ting her sexual life to Christ, and trusting her future to Him. As she grew into this belief she improved rapidly, and in three weeks was able to go up and down stairs without assistance. When she left my care at the end of eight weeks, she could walk four or five miles in climbing mountains. A gentleman consulted me in regard to the health of his wife, who had been for a year under hydropathic treatment for chronic inflammation of the womb. Sev- eral physicians after consultation had de- 90 IN HEALTH cided she was incurable, and in all proba- bility would soon be permanently confined to her bed. This opinion was doubtless correct so far as human aid could avail, but I told her husband she could be cured if she would believe what I should say to her. When she came to me, she was told that the fear of becoming a mother was the cause of the inflammation; that this fear was a great sin in her soul, and she needed to ask forgiveness of Christ for having lived in it; He would grant her desire, and heal her. She admitted the fear, realized the sin, sought forgiveness, and went home well in four weeks. If she had not believed, nothing could have cured her, for in similar cases unbelief has de- feated all my attempts to benefit. " Perfect love casteth out fear."1 All fear is distrust of the power and goodness of God. It unfits woman to be a happy wife, and prepares her to receive the idea 11 John iv. 18. RELATION OF THE SEXES 91 that her husband is brutal. The Creator did not make man so unlike woman that his sexual desire cannot be turned into love for her, if she loves him. But her fear and hatred of his sexual nature has the effect, sooner or later, to destroy all her sexual de- sire; in this state, man's passional nature, not redeemed by Christ, is constantly excited, and the wife reaps what she has sown. Any intense emotion, if continued, pro- duces a permanent rigidity of the muscles. Fear of conception causes rigidity of the constrictor vaginae muscle, and through this rigidity all the muscles become tense, creating more or less soreness in the whole body. This contraction of the constrictor vaginae muscle produces the suffering of which many wives complain. All who thus suffer should desire sexual life, and reverence and gratitude for every con- sciousness of it, trusting in Christ to over- come their fear. Then the muscles will relax and the suffering cease. 92 IN HEALTH The unconscious action of the will occa- sioned by fear seems to take complete possession of the body. The will force of the brain, which has not been occupied with the object of fear when awake, is turned during sleep in the direction of this unconscious action, and the individual suf- fers more when asleep. Patients thus suf- fering often awake with the muscles so rigid that it is with difficulty they can move. Sometimes the breath is almost suppressed. A lady who sought to crush out all sexual feeling was frequently attacked while asleep with suppression of the breath, or hysteria. Her family would suppose her to be dying, but she would recover so as to attend to her household duties the next day. I told her that if she did not stop the effort to suppress her sexual life, she would die in one of these attacks. She insisted that sexual desire was wrong, and she would rather die than have any such feeling. RELATION OF THE SEXES 93 These attacks continued several years. One night, after she had attended to her duties as usual during the day, I was called to see her, and found her struggling for breath. It was too late for help, and she died in a few minutes. I can give no other explanation of her disease, than that it was caused by the action of the will as described above. Hysteria is frequently caused by the voluntary suppression of sexual life. The will, acting unconsciously upon the voluntary muscles, uses up the vital force, causing what is termed general debility. Two of my patients were thus affected by their bitter condemnation of the men who had made impure proposals to them. One recovered because she forgave the man who attempted her injury. As soon as she became ruled by a forgiving spirit all in- tensity and rigidity of the muscles passed away. The other would not forgive, and did not recover, but died soon after leaving my care. 94 IN HEALTH A gentleman told me that his brother, with whom I was acquainted, had given up his business by the advice of his phy- sicians, because they thought his brain was softening. I said his disease was caused by the fear of having too large a family. After hearing this he returned to business, his health improved, and his family has increased. Miss H. when placed under my care was entirely helpless. She was engaged to be married, but was deferring her mar- riage in the hope that her intended would agree that she should have no children. I told her that her idea of marriage in the sight of God was nothing but adultery, that it had already adulterated her life, creating an unnatural heat1 which was con- suming her strength. She believed me, saw her error, and through accepting a better ideal of the marriage relation, and willingly trusting her future to Christ, she recovered. 1 The burning spoken of by St. Paul. I Cor. vii. 9. RELATION OF THE SEXES 95 Another case was that of a young lady who had lost her voice, because of the repugnance she felt toward becoming a mother. When told that this was the cause of her affliction, she whispered that if she should ever marry a good husband, he would not wish her to have children. As she could not be convinced of the truth, she went home, not cured, and in a few months died of consumption. In a deep spiritual sense children are all illegitimate until a woman comes into the realization that it was a deep purpose of her Maker to appoint her a wife and mother, that sexual life is divinely given, that she should be passive, and full of love for that life in her husband. Then she will fill his soul with peace, and he will find rest for his soul, she being ruled in that life by Divine love. Oh, could women but once meet their husbands with that love, how quickly they would realize their queenly power, and how soon would 96 IN HEALTH vanish the dread evil thought that men only marry for the gratification of their passions! How many husbands have been killed by that thought in the wife. Much of the suffering and illness of man is traceable to that one cause. A wife's fear of child-bearing destroys her sexual desire, and chronic inflamma- tion of the womb follows, which not only unfits her to give rest to her husband, but has the opposite tendency of increasing his desire. The husband under these circum- stances would find perfect peace and rest for his sexual life, if he would look to Christ for its redemption; and if the wife would look to the same source for a resto- ration and redemption of sexual feeling, Christ would heal her. Then they would become husband and wife from the Lord, doing His will in their souls and bodies, which are His. Children of such a mar- riage would be received as blessings from RELATION OF THE SEXES 97 the Lord, and would be born purer in soul and healthier in body than those who are not desired. The great mortality of infants has its origin in the inability of father and mother to transmit fulness of life to their off- spring, because of their unwillingness to become parents. The children of such parents do not come into existence with a firm hold on life; they have enfeebled moral and religious natures, and unhappy dispositions, which mar both face and form. A woman should realize that every fit of passion, every act of wilfulness, every unkind thought or feeling, leaves its impress on the disposition of her unborn child. That children may be born with good constitutions and happy dispositions, the parents must have reverence for sexual life, and be thankful for the conception of every immortal soul. Sexual redemption would lift father and mother above sinning against sexual life in thought or deed, it 98 IN HEALTH would give strong physical and moral force to their offspring, and is the only remedy for the prevention of mortality among children. Many diseases of my patients can be directly traced to their parents' aversion to their conception. A lady inquired of me the cause of her daughter's weak eyes. I informed her that she herself was the cause, on account of her opposition to bearing children. She admitted the truth of my statement, but sought to justify herself by all the reason- ing the Evil One could devise. The daughter had been treated by the best oculists in Philadelphia, who consid- ered her incurable, and thought she would be obliged to remain in a dark room the rest of her life, as she had for the past two years. She was reduced almost to a skel- eton, and every word she uttered mani- fested her great nervous excitement. The mother's opposition had prevented the development of the sexual nature in the RELATION OF THE SEXES 99 daughter. I advised her to look to Christ to give her sexual life, and to return thanks to Him for it that it might be redeemed for the salvation of her soul and the healing of her body. When Christ restored to her the consciousness of sexual feeling she removed the bandage from her eyes, and found she could endure the light with but little pain. Her thankfulness for this life diffused it through her system, and that diffusion gave increased functional power to all the vital organs. Her appetite in- creased, she gained flesh, and in a few weeks her eyes became so strong that she could go out-of-doors when the sun was shining on the snow, and suffer no pain in consequence. When she left my care she was a fully developed woman. The following is another illustration of the effect of inheritance, where the opposi- tion to having children descended from the mother.1 The young lady had no disease 1 See case Mrs. E., p. 78. 100 IN HEALTH or pain, but she was very pale, and suf- fered from weakness and coldness. Al- though it was the month of July, she was obliged to sleep under two or three comfortables, and even then could not keep warm. The previous winter she had almost perished with the cold. She wished me to tell her the cause of this coldness. I said it was caused by the postponement of her marriage until a time of life too late for conception. Upon her admitting the truth of this she was assured there was no hope of cure while she was ruled by such a purpose, for in her heart it was prayer for the annihilation of the life which begets children, and that this desire had produced the coldness and weakness from which she suffered. She believed what I said, and recovered in a few weeks. The next winter when we met she was enjoying good health, and suffering no inconvenience from the cold. Every thought or deed in opposition to RELATION OF THE SEXES 101 having children is a sin against the soul, and is productive of disease. Marriage with such feelings is little better than a life of prostitution, and often leads to the ter- rible sin of abortion. No adequate remedy can be found in medical or religious works for the crimes against fcetal life. In Dr. Storer's essay, entitled i( Why Not? " there is the follow- ing passage: "If these wretched women, these married, lawful mothers, and these Christian husbands, are thus murdering their children by thousands through igno- rance, they must be taught the truth ; but if, as there is reason to believe is too often the case, they have been influenced to do so by fashion, extravagance of living, or lust, no language of condemnation can be too strong." Faith in Christ is the all-sufficient rem- edy for the sins of men and nations. If mankind would receive the power of Christ for the regeneration of sexual life, 102 IN HEALTH the sacredness of marriage would never be profaned by the terrible sin of interference with the Almighty in the birth of immor- tal souls. No person ruled by God could ever have such a thought or purpose. While in the depths of the heart it is acknowledged to be a great sin by those who commit it, still they invariably seek to justify their murderous designs and deeds by the counsel of physicians or friends. The darkness in which they live can never be dispelled by the wisdom of man, - only by Christ, through the re- demption of sexual life. The Bible asserts that the sin of Onan " was evil in the eyes of the Lord." It is one of the greatest sins a human being can commit, and destroys the soul and body of both husband and wife. To this sin may be traced unmistakably cases of rheuma- tism, paralysis, and insanity. Without repentance there is neither cure nor salva- tion. RELATION OF THE SEXES 103 I was called to see a gentleman who was an active layman in the Baptist Church, and found him laboring under great mental depression caused by self-condemnation. When I told him he must forgive himself, he said he could not, for he had been so wicked, so lustful, - he had committed the sin of Onan, until he had become im- potent, and now he was afraid to be left alone, lest he should yield to the tempta- tion to commit suicide. I acknowledged he could not forgive himself by his own power, but he could desire a forgiving spirit of Christ, and He would help him. This was a new doctrine of forgiveness which he refused to accept. Soon after this interview he was taken to an insane asylum. Women marry, professing to believe marriage a Divine institution, yet in their hearts the spirit of the nun rules, and destroys the peace and happiness of the marriage relation. They drag out a mis- IN HEALTH 104 erable existence, because their sense of duty constantly compels them to violate their own ideal of purity. This spirit creates in the husband a craving which the wife cannot satisfy, and children con- ceived under such circumstances inherit passion instead of love. This has been a great source of lust in all ages of the world, and is the hidden cause of the destruction of nations and empires, for when the life falls, the fall of all human governments is inevitable. One of the saddest facts recognized by the public is that the mistress, through her sexual nature, has a greater influence over a man than his wife. There is but one remedy for this, and that is sexual redemp- tion. The wife's sexual life, under the control of God, becomes quiet and peace- ful ; she regards that life in herself and her husband with reverence, and through this feeling she will obtain a stronger influence over him than any other woman. Her RELATION OF THE SEXES 105 Maker through her affection gives her power to create in her husband quietness instead of passion, love and devotion to her, and a higher esteem for woman; thus she may ennoble his life, and lead him in the paths of virtue and holiness. Then, truly, will she become a helpmeet from the Lord, and looking upon marriage as pure and holy in all its relations, she will perceive that in being a wife and mother she is doing the will of her Creator in soul and body. If a wife does not love the sexual life of her husband, it is no excuse for his lustful deeds with other women, for it is equally his duty to commit his sexual emotions to Christ for redemption, that whatever be the condition of his wife he may be at rest. In this state he will become an instrument in the hands of the Lord for the redemp- tion of the sexual life of his wife. Married women frequently complain that their husband's love is low and animal. 106 IN HEALTH They believe purity consists in having no consciousness of sexual life, and they pray that their husbands may be brought to this condition. When they see their error, they admit that their husband's ideas of sexual life have been nobler than their own. As soon as they believe they need to bestow " more abundant honor on that part which lacked," they improve in health, and become happy in the desire of giving their husbands happiness. Forgiveness, and the desire to serve each other, would remove all incompatibility between hus- band and wife. A married man who died of paralysis said just before his death, " Had I known these truths years ago I might have lived." A gentleman came to my house to visit his wife, who had been my patient for two weeks. He was prostrated physically in consequence of domestic troubles, and he, also, placed himself under my care. He told me that when his wife left home he RELATION OF THE SEXES 107 had no hope that she would ever return; and he began to complain bitterly of her. He was told that he must cease to com- plain, and must forgive her; he would then perceive that he, too, had been in fault, for which he must desire forgiveness, and Christ would give him the victory, making him a true husband. Through this for- giveness he would realize that his con- demnatory spirit toward his wife had so darkened his mind that he had misjudged her. His wife had been ruled by the same spirit, and to her the same advice was given, with the hope of effecting a recon- ciliation between them. At the end of three weeks they went home contented, and are still happily united. Such is my advice to all discontented husbands and wives. While my patients contemplate breaking their marriage vows, they do not improve in health, and unless they can be prevailed upon to give up all such intentions, no benefit can be re- 108 IN HEALTH ceived. To advise husband and wife to separate should be made a criminal of- fence. If teachers in our seminaries and col- leges were sexually redeemed, their pupils would feel the influence of this redeemed life, without any effort on the part of the teachers to impress it. My young patients universally acknowledge that they have been influenced by the disgust of their teachers for sexual life. This pernicious influence is not only felt at school, but in all branches of society. I know of no source from which a girl can receive a pure ideal of the marriage rela- tion; neither in the home circle, at school, in society, nor in the church. So strong is the influence of the false ideal, that girls feel instinctively that even their mothers would consider it impure to ac- knowledge a consciousness of sexual life. Its effect is most injurious when a young woman makes an engagement of marriage, RELATION OF THE SEXES 109 as will be seen in the following case of Mrs. I. She had no fear, but thought in common with most women, and many men, that no wife could be pure if she had any enjoy- ment in sexual intercourse. Shortly before her marriage, she began to lose her health without any apparent cause. She had been fond of study all her life, and seemed to thrive on it. She never experienced the slightest physical discomfort from menstruation, but as easily fulfilled her ordinary duties, both in class-room and gymnasium, as at other times. Her sick- ness at first seemed trivial, and her physi- cian said she needed only a few tonics and plenty of beefsteak; but these failed to benefit her, and she continued to grow thin and pale. About this time she was married, but constantly grew worse. She was now thought to have scrofula, and this condition increased in severity until one of her limbs began to wither, when she was 110 IN HEALTH pronounced incurable by her physicians. She then tried hydropathic treatment and mineral waters, but without relief. When she came to me she was invariably nau- seated after taking food, was unable to walk without a crutch, and frequently fainted in trying to cross a room. I told her the want of sexual life was the cause of her illness, that she elevated everything except sexual life, which she thought low. She admitted the truth of my state- ment, saying, "That is my religion." "I see it is, and look to what a condition it has brought you." I told her she had set up in her heart a false standard of purity. Sexual life in her husband was not animal, but given by God to woman as well as to man. This being the first time in her life that the subject had been presented to her without shame or reproach, she considered it seriously, and soon acknowledged that God could bestow nothing that was im- pure. She then felt that her husband had RELATION OF THE SEXES 111 been purer than herself. Her appetite im- proved immediately, she sobn laid aside her crutch, and in a few weeks could walk four or five miles over rugged hills without lameness or fatigue. It is now five years since she was cured, and she still appears to enjoy perfect health, having never in that time been ill a day. The cause of her disease was the im- pression she had received from her friends, that the sexual relation in marriage was low. She said she had determined not to allow marriage to create in her any sexual desire, and to this determination she had religiously adhered with entire success. When she learned to love and reverence sexual desire, she became receptive of Christ's healing power. To the causes mentioned in this chapter may be ascribed many of the diseases of woman. While young, her idea of mar- riage becomes diseased, and she does not perceive in the sexual relation anything 112 IN HEALTH nobler than the gratification of man's ani- mal nature, as it is termed. If she marries with this idea, her influence has the ten- dency to degrade her husband, for she cannot raise him above her estimation of him. Many cases of disease in unmarried women are caused by their condemnation of the deeds of lustful men; through their anger they become as miserable as if they were the wives of such husbands. I tell them they cannot be cured unless they for- give all wicked men.1 The reader should bear in mind that in speaking of forgiveness there is no inten- tion to convey the impression that forgive- ness includes the overlooking of faults. Desire to feel the forgiveness granted by Christ toward our sinful deeds fills us with His light and keeps us from temp- tation; while self-condemnation turns into darkness the light He has given us to show us our sinful deeds. To be ruled by 1 gee cases of two ladies on p. 93. RELATION OF THE SEXES 113 Christ we must acknowledge our sins, yet in the perception of them have no feeling of hatred. God is love, and to be ruled by Him we must be ruled by love, even tow- ard our own sins. If woman's spiritual nature was enlight- ened through the regeneration of sexual life, in making an engagement of marriage she would feel a Divine love and reverence for the sexual life of her intended. Sexual desire should be implied in the love of a woman for her husband; she should not consent to marry a man for whom she has no desire, for if the marriage vows are assumed under such conditions, they are false; a sin against her own life, against her husband, and against her Maker. Sexual redemption would, however, make this a true marriage. A wife's real happiness will come through the obedience which is the result of love and reverence for her husband, and which is a delight, not a drudgery. In IN HEALTH 114 marriage the desire to be made happy by the opposite sex is productive of disease and misery. When the sexual life is born again, the leading desire of husband and wife will be to make each other happy. Canon Farrar and Joseph Cook tell us that it was five hundred years after the foundation of Rome before the first divorce was obtained. I asked a classical scholar if Greece and Rome did not rise while they loved and reverenced sexual life. He answered in the affirmative. I asked him if they did not begin to go down when they ceased their love and reverence for sexual life, and he replied, "Yes, they did; we learn these facts from the classics." I then said, "Where is America going?" I have waited many years without an answer. Who can tell me? CHAPTER V MIRACLES NOT MIRACLES "And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth." - Matt. xxviii. 18. V MIRACLES NOT MIRACLES " And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth." - Matt. xxviii. 18. "Our pontiffs say, the age of miracles is past; but no New Testament ever told them so. Christianity, as we read it, was the institution of miracles as in the order of nature; and if the age of miracles is gone, it is because the age of Christianity is gone." - Wilkinson. Webster defines a miracle as "an event or effect contrary to the established constitution and course of things, or a deviation from the known laws of nature." Miracles are considered a deviation from the laws of nature because man's knowl- edge is imperfect. Nature is only an effect of which God is the cause, and, 118 IN HEALTH being God's work, is not a law-giver, and should not be used as a standard by which to judge of Him. There can be no mate- rial revelation of Deity. If we believe that God is omnipotent, we must believe that nature is in harmony with Him, and that He cannot act contrary to His own " established constitution and course of things." This false standard would never have been erected had man remained obedient to God, receiving every blessing as a gift from Him. In assuming this standard man turns away from God, and walks in dark- ness, and in his chaotic state the works of Christ astonish him. But the Bible opens a kingdom of light, and it is the Father's good pleasure to give this kingdom to him who will forsake his own wisdom, which is " foolishness with God." The more we realize our incapacity to understand the Creator, and the more we acknowledge that He pervades all things, the stronger MIRACLES NOT MIRACLES 119 will be our belief in Him, and the more will our souls grow in life,- in the deep hidden life which is of God. It is generally believed that the age of miracles ended when Christianity became firmly established. Is this belief a revela- tion from God, or did it originate in the mind of man? The miracles Christ per- formed when on earth were beyond human power; but He will do the same now for any one who will trust in Him. There is no reason, except man's unbelief, why mir- acles should cease. " And He did not many mighty works there, because of their unbelief." 1 The healing of the sick by Christ will be considered miraculous until all nations become thoroughly Christianized; then the faith of man will be so strong, that any manifestation of His power will excite no more wonder than the daily rising and set- ting of the sun. We cannot receive this 1 Matt. xiii. 58. 120 IN HEALTH faith if we believe that the age of miracles ended with the first century. It is indeed astonishing that so many who are in need of what Christ can give, have no faith in His willingness to help them, and, because they do not believe, continue to suffer. The Greeks believed in the power of their god of medicine, and this belief brought them into a state to receive what they desired, and the true God healed them. According to " Renouard's History of Medicine," the priests who officiated in the temples erected to this god were, through the faith of the people in the cura- tive power of idols, the chief physicians for a period of seven hundred years. The cause of all failure is in ourselves. God is ever ready to do His will in us, ever waiting for us to return to Him, the Giver of life; therefore in sickness we should put our trust in Him, and not in the skill of man. The Creator has not MIRACLES NOT MIRACLES 121 appointed man to devise a plan of healing for Him to execute. He teaches that we must surrender all things to Him, that Ilis will may be done in us. While trusting in outward means for cure we have no per- ception of the power of Christ, who says, " He that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the li^ht of life."1 Although we cannot comprehend God, we may believe in Him. If He has the first place in our affections, and fills our mind and soul, events, which would other- wise excite wonder, do not astonish us, for we feel that He has but manifested His power. Christ will fulfil His promise, " Accord- ing to thy faith be it unto thee," if the New Testament is a record of His will; and when He heals an individual, whose ruling desire is to be cured by Him, there is no cause for astonishment. Christ's 'Johnviii. 12. 122 IN HEALTH miracles of healing are the fulfilment of His promise, " What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye re- ceive them, and ye shall have them." 1 The desire of the leper who came to Christ for healing was for his body alone, and Christ granted that desire. " And He straitly charged him, and forthwith sent him away; and saith unto him, See thou say nothing to any man; but go thy way, shew thyself to the priest, and offer for thy cleansing those things which Moses com- manded, for a testimony unto them."2 This command was given to the leper, because Christ knew that he had no spiritual light, and wished to teach him that he should not become elated with the change in his physical condition, but should render thanks to God in the way appointed for the gift of healing. By obedience to this command he would have received spiritual light and subse- 1 Mark xi. 24. 2 Mark i. 43-44. MIRACLES NOT MIRACLES 123 quent salvation. " But he went out, and began to publish it much, and to blaze abroad the matter, insomuch that Jesus could no more openly enter into the city, but was without in desert places."1 It is evident that the man from whom Christ cast out the legion of devils re- ceived spiritual light through obedience, and was sent forth to labor in the Lord's vineyard. "Now, the man out of whom the devils were departed besought Him that He might remain with him; but Jesus sent him away, saying, Return to thine own house, and shew how great things God hath done unto thee. And he went his way, and published throughout the whole city, how great things Jesus had done unto him." The result of his obe- dience was to draw the people to Jesus. " And it came to pass, that, when Jesus was returned, the people gladly received Him, for they were all waiting for Him."2 1 Mark i. 45. a Luke viii. 38-40. 124 IN HEALTH In these two instances the contrast in the spiritual condition of the persons healed will be perceived. There is no evidence that the curing of the body secures the redemption of the soul. Those who believe that physical healing includes spiritual redemption do not seem to re- alize the significance of Christ's inquiry, "Where are the nine?" Only one of the ten lepers cleansed returned to give Him thanks. The others went their way, re- joicing that they had received the desire of their hearts. Spiritually, they had no per- ception of the Divine power which had healed them. After Christ had given power to the twelve disciples to heal the sick,1 " He ap- pointed other seventy also, and sent them two and two before His face, into every city and place, whither He Himself would come. Therefore said He unto them, . . . Heal the sick that are therein, and 1 Luke ix. i. MIRACLES NOT MIRACLES 125 say unto them, The kingdom of God has come nigh unto you." 1 " And the seventy again returned with joy, saying, Lord, even the devils are subject unto us through thy name. And Ue said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven. Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy; and nothing shall by any means hurt you. Notwithstanding in this rejoice not, that the spirits are subject unto you; but rather rejoice, because your names are written in heaven." 2 When the seventy returned, Christ con- firmed their report, and gave them addi- tional power. They had been enabled to cast out, through His name, the sinner's false hopes of happiness, which constituted the heaven from which Christ " saw Satan as lightning fall." But He foresaw their danger of becoming vain-glorious, and 1 Luke x. 1-9. 2 Luke x. 17-20. 126 IN HEALTH warned them against boasting of success. This warning should be heeded by all who desire to work in the Lord's vineyard. In " Nature and the Supernatural," by Dr. Bushnell, an account is given of a man who possessed power to heal the sick through prayer. Farther on, the narrative states that he lost this influence, and the reason given is that Christ withdrew Him- self. But an Omnipresent Being cannot withdraw from any soul; God is un- changeable, His gifts neither increase nor decrease; it is the selfish spirit in hu- manity that darkens the soul, and prevents the manifestation of Divine Love. When Christ had completed His work on earth, and met His disciples among the mountains of Galilee, He taught them thus: "Ob- serve all things whatsoever I have com- manded you: and, lo, I am 'with you alway, even unto the end of the world."1 The admonition given to the seventy indi- 1 Matt, xxviii. 20. MIRACLES NOT MIRACLES 127 cates that it is the condition of the indi- vidual, which unfits him to heal in the name of Christ. He becomes vain with- out merit, assuming the power which be- longs to Christ, and a vain-glorious spirit renders abiding with Him impossible. "Jesus rejoiced in spirit, and said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes."1 The healing of the body by Christ is perfectly in harmony with the " established constitution and course of things." Christ being all in all, those events which are contrary to His law are the result of man's disobedient spirit, - and this spirit Christ came to redeem. 1 Luke x. 21. CHAPTER VI SEXUAL ABUSES, AND THEIR REMEDY "Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more." John viii. n. VI SEXUAL ABUSES, AND THEIR REMEDY " Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more." John viii. n. The sins committed against soul and body through sexual abuses have forced themselves upon the attention of philan- thropists, but it is doubtful whether any remedy has been found. The only suffi- cient one is trust in Christ for sexual redemption. A lady who introduced herself as a mis- sionary for abandoned women told me that she trusted for their reformation to their conversion to Christianity. " Have you taught them to look to Christ for the re- 132 IN HEALTH demption of the sexual life which they have abused?" With a look of astonish- ment, she answered, " I never heard of such a thing!" and asked me how I was led to think of it. I told her that it came to me through my religious experience. She admitted she had always hated sexual feeling in herself, and asked how I knew that she did. I replied, " I can see it in your looks." She said she thought she was doing God service in condemning the sexual nature. " I think you have mis- taken your mission, and have gone forth in your own strength to condemn others as you have condemned yourself." I advised her to commit her sexual life to Christ, and then she would be fitted to work for Him; having the light in her own life, she would teach others to commit every sexual sensa- tion to Christ, that it might be redeemed. The restlessness of the sexual nature in fallen women is the cause of their degraded condition; not desiring Christ for a keeper, REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 133 they fall. The failure to elevate them lies in the fact that they are not taught to seek the redemption of their sexual life; this would fill them with a reverence for sex which would keep them from temptation; but it cannot be taught by one who, be- lieving his sexual life to be unholy, is at war with it, and seeks its destruction in- stead of its redemption. Christ alone can change lust to love, and it is His purpose to redeem, not to annihilate, that which He has created. He whose sexual life is controlled by Christ has no warfare with it, neither as it exists in himself, nor in others, and only such a person is prepared to labor for the reformation of degraded humanity. In the year 1858 I was requested to visit a lady who was in great despair, and not expecting to live long. She was being treated for uterine disease, and was suffer- ing from nervous dyspepsia, which had reduced her almost to a skeleton. She ate only four crackers daily, but even these 134 IN HEALTH caused her great pain. After stating her symptoms she asked the cause of her dis- ease. I told her the cause was self-condem- nation for the habit of self-abuse. She said she believed there was no forgiveness for that sin which she had committed. I directed her to desire of Christ a forgiv- ing spirit toward it, assuring her that He would grant forgiveness, for He had said, "Neither do I condemn thee ; go, and sin no more." After urging her for two hours to put her whole trust in Christ for her soul, leaving her body also in His hands, I succeeded in convincing her that there was redemption for sexual life, and for the abuse of it. Shortly after, she ate a hearty meal, which caused her no suffering. I met her one week afterward; she was a happy woman, and said she had been enabled to forgive herself, and was trusting in Christ for salvation. In three weeks she was well, and able to do her own housework. REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 135 The following statement of Mr. J., who was addicted to the habit of self-abuse, has been recently published, and is, with the exception of a typographical correction, copied verbatim: "The winter of 1864 witnessed great distress in my mind over the involuntary act by which I lost the seminal fluid. I no more yielded to wilfully excite my sexual feelings, but commenced a fight for freedom and life which lasted for eight years. From advertisements which fell in my way I read statements to the effect that the habit of self-abuse, producing certain symptoms which were described, and which I thought I saw in myself, would result in loss of health, in idiocy, or insanity. I never applied for help to any of these advertisers, nor took any drug of any kind for my cure. It seemed a shame for me, a Christian, to have such feelings, yet I prayed to God without ceasing, and trusted in Him with all my heart. Con- 136 IN HEALTH vinced that involuntary action of any sort was not guilt, I held fast the profession of my faith without wavering, and finding my intentions pure toward God and men, I suffered on in faith. 44 With intervals of teaching, my student life continued from November, 1862, to August, 1866, when I commenced studying regularly with reference to the ministry, having preached now and then from Feb- ruary, 1864, the time of my license as a local preacher. 441 think few, if any, suspected that I was a sufferer from sexual disorder during all this time. In the summer of 1868, at a camp meeting, I communicated to my oldest brother, a devout minister of Jesus Christ, the secret of my life, with this object in view: that by associated prayer he and I might claim the fulfilment of those great promises on which I relied for salvation. The struggle went on, - a struggle to overcome and crush out of me REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 137 what seemed the remains of the carnal nature. Day and night the one thought was ever present, and my prayers centred on this longed-for deliverance. I studied the Scriptures with direct reference to the salvation of the body. I dwelt on the promises and on the faith which was the condition of their fulfilment. I collected instances of physical healing in answer to prayer, and sought by careful inquiry to discover the law of the faith which healed. I set apart days of fasting and prayer, and wept bitter tears of sorrow at the desola- tion which seemed to be coming upon me. All the time from August, 1864,1 reckoned myself 'wholly the Lord's every moment, never withholding when the inquiry was put to me: 'Do you hold all subject to the will of God?' I consecrated the powers of my body especially, was temperate in eating, endeavoring to do all to the glory of God. I plead with God that He had called me to the Gospel ministry, that I 138 IN HEALTH longed to enter it for His honor and human salvation only, that it must be a triumph against Christ's kingdom if Satan ruined my body and mind. All the while I was achieving unusual success in study, seeking God's glory in the same. I there- fore prayed on the ground that, inasmuch as men would say I had ambitiously studied myself to death if I was suffered to fall, I should cause reproach to the cause of God. " Sometimes I would get a great up- lifting, and for two or three weeks would not have a seminal emission. Then, just as I thought deliverance had come, again I would be put to shame. Strange, that never in all these years did I think of my sexual powers as having any such rela- tion to the atonement as I accorded to the powers of my mind. Strange that 1 never asked Christ to save them, but only to destroy them. u During this time, as my powers of REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 139 mind and spirit grew, my sexual feeling asserted itself stronger and stronger. Yet it was never nourished by indulgence of any sort. I never told impure stories, nor would I listen to or tolerate in my presence any reference to the powers or functions of sex, nor anything which I regarded as unclean. "Many times the thought came to me: 4 take these promises of God's word - 44 according to thy faith so be it unto thee," and stake your faith upon them. Should they fail you, know the Bible is not true. Because you are not delivered you have proved them false.' To this I replied: 4 These promises have proved true in all cases but this: 44 Let God be true, though every man be a liar." There is a reason, unknown to me, why God does not heal me. God help me to hold fast!' So He did. All this time I was experiencing the states and conditions of inward peace, growth, and joy which distinguished me 140 IN HEALTH among my fellow believers as a happy, even-tempered Christian. I never had the blues, never despaired, never doubted God, but determined to die fighting, if God willed, but to never give up to what seemed to me a siege of the Devil. As early as four years after my conversion, an assurance commenced to grow up in my soul that I should be delivered from sexual desire and have health. This promise was a sheet anchor, viz.: 'And the very God of peace sanctify you wholly,' etc. But the struggle was fearful; the night long. "I was greatly perplexed by this. After preaching with a rapture unspeakable, I would retire to rest, and awake in the morning to find that in the night I had lifted my hand against myself, and de- pressed in body and full of wonder, I would throw myself upon God and pray and hope again. The society of the best women I enjoyed very much indeed, but was not often in company; for after such REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 141 association I felt a sensible weariness of brain, as if it were sore, from its strong ac- tion in self-control. Yet there was not the least desire to violate their chastity; from this I was wholly saved; but I felt that association with them ought to be entirely independent of thoughts of sex or bodily motions of sexual feeling, an association of mind and heart wholly independent of body and sexual differences. "Spiritual inefficiency is the natural pro- duct of such a state of warfare, because strength that is needed for work is all ex- hausted in the desperate efforts at self-con- trol. And attending these efforts are frequent failures, which so dishearten the struggling one that opportunities are al- lowed to pass unimproved that are full of results if only made the most of as they fly- " After eight years of such struggles I felt that a crisis had come in my life. 142 IN HEALTH I was doing an unusual amount of study, and seemed to others quite well in health; but, watching myself closely, I felt assured that unless I had help soon I should sud- denly go to pieces and become a mental wreck, falling from the highest point of intellectual activity to one of imbecility. My mental powers were being forced by my will, and memory was less and less reliable. " At this juncture I communicated with an eminent physician, asking him if there was any help for me. I had never before told my story except to my brother, and though it cost me an effort, I felt that something must be done. His cheerful and hopeful reply induced me to put my- self under his care. His quiet and assured way of receiving my statements put me somewhat at my ease, for it seemed not new to him, but one of many cases. He told me that my trouble, sexually, arose from my brain, which was over full of REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 143 blood. The seminal emissions were not my disease, but the congested brain. The emissions were the work of Nature to re- lieve the pressure on my brain, and unless I had them, I might have had apoplexy. The nerves of the back brain, governing the sexual functions, being stimulated to undue activity by the presence of too much blood, must have rest; and as all mental work induced the flow of blood to the brain, I must stop studying and preaching until the harmony of the circu- lation could be restored. Then my cold feet and legs would become warm, and my hot head would lose its excessive heat. " So here I was, overwhelmed and com- pletely humbled at the thought that God had continued my emissions, contrary to my prayers, for the purpose of saving my life. The very thing I had prayed to be saved from had been made the instrumental means of my salvation. Now I saw why IN HEALTH 144 the emissions had been more frequent after occasions of the greatest brain activity in severe study and preaching. " I took no medicine whatever, but baths to restore a perfect circulation, and pure food to make good blood, for of course my blood had not only been disturbed in its free flow through my body, but also had thereby become inflamed; the derangement having commenced before puberty, and being of so long standing my case was con- sidered an obstinate one, and the doctor said that having continued so long a time, the structure of my back brain had been modified, and must be changed to its normal state by new conditions of living. "With him I remained seven months, experiencing many kindnesses and some benefit; but my emissions still continued at intervals. I was told by the associate physician that when my digestion was so improved that I was able to make strength faster than I lost it by the seminal REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 145 emissions, then I would not be weakened by them and would be practically well. " During these months I constantly waited upon God for physical healing, after making the general matter of healing the sick by prayer a subject of conversation with devout and judicious persons, collect- ing more incidents of answered prayer, and expecting added light. "In the month of February, 1872, by means which I will narrate as briefly as possible, I found salvation by Faith to a greater degree than I had ever before known. " The striking providences by which God led me to this experience I will not minutely trace, but will only say that, fol- lowing the plain guidance which He gave, I found myself brought into the society of Dr. Ingersoll, of Corning, New York, who spoke words to me by which I was in- structed in the way of physical salvation. Several pious persons whom I knew had 146 IN HEALTH preceded me to him, and had been wonder- fully helped in a very brief time. From information which they gave me I was led to seek an interview with him. This I did with a mind keenly alive to the vagaries of many so-called physicians who deal in magnetism, animal and chemical, in clairvoyance and the like, having less and less disposition to put confidence in human opinions, from my former experience of their unreliability. " In my first interview with the doctor I recounted to him briefly my experience during the years past, giving him at the same time the opinion of the physicians by whom I had been treated. He replied to me somewhat in this strain: "'Your trouble is spiritual. It arises from a wrong conception of the relations of your bodily to your spiritual powers. You have thought the two hostile to each other, and, antagonizing your bodily by your spiritual power, have lived in a state of REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 147 stern warfare. Into the conflict of your life Christ comes as a peace-maker, to save your body and soul, that all your powers may co-exist in harmony and peace. All your life you have been sorely grieved and well-nigh angry with yourself that you were a man. The feelings and powers of sex which make you distinctively a man, you have never reckoned holy in Christ, nor redeemed by Him, nor fit subjects of consecration. Instead of having your whole body full of light, you have reck- oned the sexual part of it dark, have had a horror of the same, have hidden it away from your prayers, consecrations, and thoughts. Christ's salvation makes your sexual power as much a subject of grace as your intellectual power. Consider that through this power in your parents, you, an immortal being, received life; through it you have the power of reproducing the image of God in beings who shall live eternally, and in the light of such truth, 148 IN HEALTH how can you regard it as less than the noblest power with which God has en- dowed you ! Yet you have despised this gift of God, have been ashamed of God's work, and so ashamed of Him. All else in you, the power to think and reason, the power to love and trust, all other of your physical powers you have specifically offered to Christ, and devoted to holy uses. But the sexual power you have left outside and battled with. Bring it to Christ. He created and gave its functions. Praise Him for that gift. Trust Him that in wis- dom He made you thus. You give thanks when you have spiritual desires and pray that they may be satisfied in God; for desires after knowledge also, and give praise for all good thoughts; so also when you have a good appetite for food you thank God and pray for the government and satisfaction of that appetite. Now, when you have sexual feeling and sexual desire, do the same. Commit all to Christ REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 149 for His government. Praise Him for the gift, and leave all subject to Plis control. Do not fear that you will become lustful and ungovernable. What Christ governs is not ungoverned. Because conscious of muscular power and rejoicing in your strength, you do not feel desirous of beat- ing your neighbor, - nor can you if gov- erned by Christ's law of love, " for love worketh no ill to his neighbor." Neither when money, not your own, is within your grasp, will you have any disposition to steal it, - though you value and prize money as a means of power, usefulness, and gratification, - because the law of love says, " Thou shalt not steal." Again, you are conscious of sexual power, sensible of the desires associated with a healthy sex- ual nature. While rejoicing in it, you are in no danger of dishonoring yourself or another, provided you put it with all the other desires which Christ controls and trust it to His care. You have intense 150 IN HEALTH desires after knowledge, and often feel the spring of this powerful force seeking to know. For this you give thanks, yet be- cause you value and love this power, are you any the more in danger of seeking knowledge of evil, the ways of evil men, the society of impure minds? By no means. The trouble with people is that they put all the rest of the powers into one class, - the salvable class, - and put sex by itself as essentially different, - unholy and unsalvable. He who made the body no doubt controls all its involuntary condi- tions. If your body is given up to God, and then you have sexual feeling, either the Lord or the Devil causes it. It cannot be that what is consigned to God He leaves under the power of Satan; therefore, the motions and feelings of life in you are according to the will of God, and of all your powers none are to be destroyed, but all to be saved. Christ is the Saviour of the body. A man is told to love his body as REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 151 Christ also loved the Church.1 Again and again is the body called an holy temple of the Lord, while Rom. xii. 2 exhorts us to present our bodies (undoubtedly our whole being) a living sacrifice, holy, ac- ceptable unto God.' " It needed no very extended reference to the relations of the spirit to the body to convince me that the whole secret of my sickness had been revealed in the antago- nism which had existed between my soul and body. As a light from God the truth shined into my heart. The newly awak- ened hope of having the peace of God within me, the peace which would har- monize all my powers in Him, filled me with inexpressible gladness. I resolved no longer to set my will in hostile array against my bodily powers, but to humbly trust all those powers in the hands of my Saviour. My redeemed life seemed to swell with currents of love. The con- * Eph. v. 152 IN HEALTH scions presence of Christ, bringing with Him ineffable glory, possessed me. At once I felt that He healed me of my sick- ness. Before this I thought I knew what Rom. viii. i meant. Now I found that I had interpreted it too narrowly, for all the while that I had applied it to God's relations to me, I had been severely con- demning my own body. My folly and ignorance in praying for the obliteration of all sexual feeling was manifested, and I was led to praise God that He had not answered the prayers which I had offered to that effect. This was the most humili- ating view of myself that I ever had, asso- ciated at the same time with a higher estimate of my value as one whom Christ had purchased. He seemed to me all in all, not only in the conception of my mind, but in the feeling of my heart. Toward all human beings I felt a degree of tenderness hitherto unknown. Just as soon as I ac- cepted myself as I was in Christ without REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 153 controversy, my feelings toward humanity were softened; my union with them was strengthened, for I saw that their powers and mine were all subjects of Christ's salvation. " In Christ abiding, I at once undertook to finish the study which had accumulated during the months of my sickness. My emissions did not cease, but I felt well. My old habits of thought did not at once give full place to my new convictions, but yielded steadily to the renewing power of Christ. Now my mind was easy. The dread of insanity which many times fol- lows the continuous strain of mind attend- ant upon such a conflict as I had passed through, was wholly removed. A sense of perfect security in Christ filled my mind, and as I am writing not only past, but present experience, I may say fills my mind continually. " Before, I used to think that if in time of great sexual excitement I was solicited 154 IN HEALTH to evil by one of the opposite sex, I could only be safe in virtue by running away as fast as possible. Now, and from the first, I have felt that no persuasions nor blandishments could, by any means, se- duce me, on account of the saving grace which keeps me. Do I not have sexual desires? Yes, certainly, but in entire sub- jection to Christ. Sexual desire does not control me; Christ controls me as a whole, and, therefore, specifically. Sexual appe- tite is removed from the pale of selfish desire. It is only one of several powers, all Christ's." It has been deemed desirable to give the preceding statement in full; it is hoped the reader will note the three following points: First. According to Mr. J.'s own words, that although he had prayed eight years for " physical salvation," as he terms it, and annihilation of sexual feeling, his prayers availed nothing. Secondly. That after Mr. J. became REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 155 my patient, he desired his body might be healed through the salvation of sexual life, and the Lord granted the desire of his heart. Thirdly. He believed his soul was al- ready redeemed, and, therefore, he did not commit his sexual life to Christ, that he might be born again; consequently, his body was healed, but he did not experi- ence the second birth as taught by Christ. To prove that he felt himself fully re- deemed before coming to me, the follow- ing passage is quoted from the story of his life previous to our acquaintance: " It seemed a shame for me, a Christian, to have such feelings, yet I prayed to God without ceasing, and trusted in Him with all my heart. ... I held fast the pro- fession of my faith without wavering, and finding my intentions pure toward God and men, I suffered on in faith. All the time from August, 1864, I reck- oned myself wholly the Lord's every mo- 156 IN HEALTH ment,1 never withholding when the inquiry was put to me, (Do you hold all subject to the will of God?' I consecrated the powers of my body especially, endeavor- ing to do all to the glory of God. All this time I was experiencing the states and conditions of inward peace, growth and joy, which distinguished me among my fellow-believers as a happy, even-tem- pered Christian. I never had the blues, never despaired, never doubted God." In this account of his spiritual condition he represents himself as " experiencing the states and conditions of inward peace, growth and joy, which distinguished him as a happy, even-tempered Christian;" at the same time, only two lines below, he ex- presses a determination " to die fighting," •The doctrine of "perfection," "entire sanctification," and " the higher life," cannot be accepted by those in whom the light of Christ has been revealed; for if He is the standard by which they judge of their state, they will find how far they are from being " wholly the Lord's every moment." Christ's words prove this, for He said, " There is none good but one, that is God." REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 157 and " to never give up to what seemed to him a siege of the Devil." Can there be peace and joy, struggle and fighting, in the same soul? If Mr. J. had committed his sexual desires to Christ for his soul's salva- tion, he would have realized that during the eight years in which he " reckoned himself wholly the Lord's," he was labor- ing under a great delusion. " There is, therefore, now no condemna- tion to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit."1 Mr. J. says: "Before this I thought I knew what Rom. viii. i meant. Now I found that I had interpreted it too narrowly, for all the while that I had ap- plied it to God's relations to me, I had been severely condemning my own body."2 He says he "interpreted this passage too narrowly;" but he did not Understand it at 1 Rom. viii. I. 8 By " body," he must mean sexual lesires, because he says before, " I consecrated the powers of my body especially." • 158 IN HEALTH all. When he came to me he believed he ought to condemn all sins that he had ever committed, and that they were all de- stroyed except his sexual powers; if, as I advised him, he had desired redemption of sexual life that his soul might be saved, it would have been granted; then he could have said, " Strange that never in all these years did I think of my sexual powers as having any such relation to the Atonement as I accorded to the powers of my mind. Strange that I never asked Christ to save them, but only to destroy them," because he would have understood that he had formerly desired the destruction of all his sins, and not the forgiveness that works by love for their redemption through Christ, and that " condemnation remained in him, because he was not in Christ Jesus." The condition of all Christians who have come to me has been similar to that of Mr. J. Before becoming my patients their prayers for healing have been unavailing, REMEDY FOR SEXUAL ABUSE 159 because at the same time they prayed for the annihilation of sexual life. I teach them to commit every sexual desire to Christ for the redemption of their souls; but believ- ing they have previously committed their souls to Christ, their only desire is for physi- cal healing, and they mould my instructions to that desire, and receive accordingly. When Mr. J. informed me that an emi- nent physician whom he had consulted said he had congestion of the brain, I told him that the congested state of the brain was caused by condemnation and desire for an- nihilation of all sexual feeling, and this had brought greater agony of soul and destruc- tion of physical power than his former habit of self-abuse; that the mind and the feelings were two belligerents, and the body was the battle-field. He said this was true, and no language could convey the agony he had suffered during the con- flict. I told him if he would seek, Christ would errant, forgiveness for the sin of self- O 7 0 160 IN HEALTH abuse. He followed my instructions, and his recovery was very rapid. I find that the great failure in the re- covery of health, and in the possession of happiness and rest, is due to the fact that when man perceives a fault in himself he is at once angry that it exists in him. Christ gives him the light to see his fault; but this anger, which is self-condemnation, turns that light into darkness, and event- ually he will be lost; for if we turn the light which is in us into darkness, how great is that darkness! We should be thankful for the light Christ gives for the perception of our sins, and in that thank- fulness commit them to Him that they may be redeemed; this is forgiveness of self, and is necessary for the salvation of the soul and the health of the body. We can only forgive ourselves by desiring of Christ a forgiving spirit toward our sins; He will grant the desire of our hearts. " Forgive and ye shall be forgiven." CHAPTER VI! HUMAN LIFE "So God created man in His own image." - Gen. i. 27. VII HUMAN LIFE " So God created man in His own image." - Gen. i. 27. Those who have read the preceding pages have had their attention directed to the regeneration of sexual life, and a ques- tion might arise as to the distinction be- tween man and the brute creation, as the latter also possesses sexual life. Metaphysicians have attempted to show that the distinction between man and the brute is in the capacity of the former to reason. Others have said that brutes rea- son shrewdly. Neither assertion has any weight, for man's highest faculty is his affection, not his reason. As brutes have no capacity to reflect the 164 IN HEALTH love of God, they do not possess it. Christ did not reveal Himself to them; He did not tell us they had fallen through sin, or had souls to save, or were responsible for their deeds. Sexual life is in the brute creation, but it constitutes in it no individuality. God, in His wisdom, created man with an affec- tional nature, capable of receiving the light of Christ, and of reflecting, or giving it to others, thus making him conscious of the existence of the true God. This aflec- tional nature constitutes his individuality, and gives him the capacity to choose between good and evil; without this he would have been an irresponsible being. Our first parents chose evil, and their descendants have done the same. Christ came as our Redeemer, and salvation de- pends upon our own choice. Sexual feeling is admitted by nearly all Christians to be the most powerful faculty man possesses, yet they never think of HUMAN LIFE 165 committing it to Christ for redemption, be- cause they believe it is the animal nature, which cannot be born again. They say Christ did not mention the redemption of sexual life. He did not mention any part of our nature, nor did He reject any, when He said, "Ye must be born again." Our sexual nature is our very essence, being the life in us that begat us, through which we inherited the original sin, and, therefore, must be born again. The sec- ond birth is of the spirit, in which the love of Christ triumphs over selfishness and lust. If we are seeking to control sexual life by our own strength, His love does not reign in us, neither are we at peace with ourselves, nor with our Creator. We should love all our faculties that they may be redeemed by Christ. The second birth should include our whole nature, and lift us out of the degrading, but popular belief, that part of our nature is animal. This belief is a weak point in 166 IN HEALTH theology, and prepares the mind to receive the idea that man originated in an animal. Darwin will fail to establish his theory of evolution, unless he can show the begin- ning of Divine affection which makes man the only temple of God on earth. "What! know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost 'which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own ? "1 If our whole nature were subject to Christ, we would not be disturbed by the researches of science, nor accept any doctrine which teaches that human life originated otherwise than in Divine love. 1 I Cor. vi. 19. CHAPTER VIII GOD IS LOVE " God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him." - i John iv. 16. VIII GOD IS LOVE "God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him." - i John iv. 16. The following. extract from a sermon contains the idea of God's love and hatred, which is often expressed by clergymen and members of Orthodox churches : " I contend that every man who reads the Bible will find out that God loves the sinner, not that He loves sin, for He hates it, but that He loves the sinner. Man's sin and fall brought out Christ's love." If, as we are told, by reading the Bible we shall find that God loves the sinner, but hates sin, why did not man's sin and fall bring out Christ's hatred, instead of 170 IN HEALTH His love? If God hates all the sin there is in a sinner, and still loves him, He loves that which is good only, and therefore does not love the sinner. Hatred of sin, and love for the sinner, are impossible, unless sin exists outside of the soul of man; but a man cannot be separated from his sins. " For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoso- ever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life."1 The world which God loved, and sent His only begot- ten Son to save, was man's sin. All who believe on Him will have the witness within that the power of His love has redeemed them, and changed their deeds of sin to righteousness; for " in Christ shall all be made alive."2 The love of Christ in the redeemed soul permeates every sinful deed, giving it eter- nal life. This love is the new heart that He will give to all who believe on Him, 1 John iii. 16. 2 I Cor. xv. 22. GOD IS LOVE 171 and " they shall not perish, but have eternal life." The cause of illness in professing Chris- tians is that they have sought the annihila- tion of their evil deeds, instead of their redemption. A deed cannot be called a sin unless there is a purpose or motive in it. Motive is the active principle which constitutes the sin. The deed includes the motive, and the effect of that motive in the soul, which effect, if not redeemed, is eternal. If we believe in the redemption through Christ of all our past sinful deeds, we receive of Him an inheritance of spiritual power which works for the over- coming of bodily disease. True conversion of soul consists in the restoration to life through Christ of all our past sinful deeds. " Comfort ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God. Speak ye comfortably to Jerusalem, and cry unto her, that her warfare is accomplished, that her iniquity is pardoned; for she hath 172 IN HEALTH received of the Lord's hand double for all her sins."1 If we hate our past deeds we do not seek their redemption. We should in love desire their forgiveness, and Christ will grant it, giving us peace and happiness, " having abolished in His flesh the enmity."2 What is this en- mity? Is it not the warfare of evil against good ; and does not self-condem- nation prevent the good from overcoming the evil ? In the Anglo-Saxon " God " and "good" are the same, " God is love;" therefore when Paul said, " Be not over- come of evil, but overcome evil with good,"8 he meant that evil should be over- come with love. Belief in Diyine things is a revelation of God's love within us; " Charity (love) be- lieveth all things." We shall understand the mystery of Christ's will when we re- alize that He comes in the power of love to all that believe on Him, to make alive 'Isa. xl. I, 2. 5 Eph. ii. 15. 3Rom. xii. 21. GOD, IS LOVE 173 in them all that was before " dead in tres- passes and sins." "For God sent not His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved."1 " And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him."2 " God is love " the apos- tle asserts. Can hatred be an attribute of a Beingc whose essence is love? " Love is the root of creation ; God's essence ; worlds without number Lie in his bosom like children; he made them for this purpose only. Only to love and to be loved again, he breathed forth his Spirit Into the slumbering dust, and upright standing, it laid its Hand on its heart, and felt it was warm with a flame out of heaven. Quench, O quench not that flame ! It is the breath of your being. 'John iii. 17. 2 I John iv. 16. 174 IN HEALTH Love is life, but hatred is death. Not father nor mother Loved you as God has loved you ; for 'twas that you may be happy Gave he his only Son. When he bowed down his head in the death-hour Solemnized Love its triumph; the sacrifice then was completed. Lo ! then was rent on a sudden the vail of the temple, dividing Earth and heaven apart, and the dead from their sepulchres rising, Whispered with pallid lips and low in the ears of each other Th' answer, but dreamed of before, to creation's enigma - Atonement! Depths of Love are Atonement's depths, for Love is Atonement." 1 The spiritual meaning of partaking worthily of the Lord's supper is being ruled by His love. It is always ready. " Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to Him, and will sup with Him, '"The Children of The Lord's Supper," by Bishop Tegner; translated by Longfellow. GOD IS LOVE 175 and He with me." 1 a Opening the door," is receiving Him; "supping," is partaking of His love,- an eternal feast. " For this is my blood of the new testa- ment. which is shed for many for the remission of sins." 2 The spiritual meaning of " blood " is Christ's Love, which is Atonement. Christ declares there is a spiritual mean- ing in all His words when He says: "It is the spirit that quickeneth; the flesh profiteth nothing; the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit and they are life."3 1 Rev. iii. 20. 2 Matt. xxvi. 28. 3 John vi. 63. CHAPTER IX LOVE "And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thj? neighbor as thyself." - Matt. xxii. 39. IX LOVE "And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself."-Matt. xxii. 39. In the command to love our neighbor as ourselves our love for ourselves is given as the standard of our love for others ; it should be the same as Christ's love for us, ■- a love which seeks the redemption of sin. By not observing this command, man has reached the condition which Pope thus expresses: "Yet to be just to these poor men of pelf, Each does but hate his neighbor as himself." He hates himself as though some other power than that which is Divine gave him existence. While in this spirit Love can- 180 IN HEALTH not rule him. If he comes to the light of Christ he will realize this state of hatred, and that the remedy is given in the words, "Ye must be born again." " If we love one another, God dwelleth in us, and his love is perfected in us." 1 It is not of ourselves that we love our neigh- bor, but through Christ's spirit which He gives us; as purely as He gives it, so purely should we give of the same spirit to all mankind. " Seeing ye have purified your souls in obeying the truth through the spirit unto unfeigned love of the brethren, see that ye love one another with a pure heart fervently; being born again, not of corruptible seed, but of incorruptible, by the word of God, which liveth and abideth forever."2 All love is of God, but much that is called love is really selfishness or lust. " Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, 11 John iv. 12. 2 I Peter i. 22-23. LOVE 181 the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."1 The fallen affection here re- ferred to leads man to trust in earthly instead of heavenly things; in that state his love is false, and he delights in sin. Through the disobedience of Adam and Eve he became lost in selfishness, and only by obedience to Christ's commands can he know God, who is Love. " God is just." If Divine justice rule us we shall love all mankind alike, and realize that what we previously called degrees of love for others, were but degrees of indebt- edness for what we had received from them. The more we permit the Divine love to control us, the more we shall understand that our affectional state is, and must be, the same toward all. God is un- changeable; therefore when His kingdom, 11 John /5-16. 182 IN HEALTH which is Love, is established within us, we shall not love some and hate others, for we cannot serve two masters. If the love of God rules us, we shall give it to all man- kind without respect of persons; then shall we be His servants. " Freely ye have received, freely give." From man's darkened state, in which the soul is warped by selfishness, comes that perverted affection which makes him desirous of receiving rather than of giving happiness. If he expects happiness to depend upon what is received here or hereafter, disappointment must follow, for Divine love, which gives without expecta- tion of return, is not in him. If this love rule him, his hopes of happiness will consist in the desire of service; " His ser- vants shall serve Him." " Oh, what it is to live in gold ! Some flowers first the secret told; They gave the sun's gold ray away, And golden flowers they shine to-day. LOVE 183 Oh, what it is to live in gold ! Those birds that no sweet note withhold, Are golden birds with golden songs, For what they give to them belongs; As by its gifts, the heart is known; What we give most is most our own; And good bestowed creates a grace, The heraldry of a grand race. Oh, what it is to live in gold ! The miser's soul, for riches sold, Is ignorant of wealth like this; He dies and never knows the bliss. Oh, what it is to live in gold ! To live, - in giving hundred-fold, Gold words, gold deeds, the coinage pure. Of blessedness that shall endure." Laura Sanford. " Charity (love) seeketh not her own." That soul is in harmony with God from which the rays of His love are reflected toward humanity. Christ said, " Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of 184 IN HEALTH these, my brethren, ye have done it unto me."1 To be the sons of God we must be ruled by the truth of love, that is, by a desire to give to others with no expectation of re- turn ; then shall we receive power to labor for their salvation. "For if ye love them that love you, what reward have ye ? do not even the publicans the same?"2 " For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoso- ever believeth on Him should not perish but have everlasting life. For God sent not His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved."3 I believe in a Divine Eternal God who loved a lost world, but that God does not dwell in the mind of man to-day. Sins are our motives, not our acts. A man may kill his friend ; if it is an accident it is not a sin, but if intentional it is a sin, yet the act remains the same. 'Matt. xxv. 40. 2 Matt. v. 46. 3 John iii. 16, 17. LOVE 185 God loves our sins to redeem them. " Though your sins be as scarlet they shall be as white as snow ; though they be red like crimson they shall be as wool."1 You cannot separate the motive or sin from the individual, therefore it is the sins which God so loved as to give His Son to save. When I declare I love sin, I do not mean that I rejoice in sin; that would be selfish- ness, not love. Divine love will regenerate or make alive your past sins if you keep His commandments, for His promise is He will come in unto you, and make His abode with you ; and " you will He quicken who were dead in trespasses and sins." 1 Isa. i. 18. CHAPTER X ILLUSTRATIONS "Thy faith hath made thee whole." - Matt. ix. 22. X ILLUSTRATIONS1 " Thy faith hath made thee whole." - Matt. ix. 22. When Miss K., who had been an invalid for many years, became my patient, her legs were so paralyzed that for five years she had been unable to walk. She was told that her disease was caused by the condemnation of sexual desire. She ad- mitted that while under an engagement of marriage, becoming conscious of sexual desire, she had condemned it, thinking it wrong, and had prayed for its annihilation. 1 The following illustrations of the healing of the body are not given with the assumption that the souls also have been redeemed. The physical change is evident, but that of the soul is known only to Him who " searcheth the reins and hearts " of all men. 190 IN HEALTH Her prayer was granted, and the life-force of the body became so enfeebled that it could not move the lower limbs. The upper part of the body alone possessed sufficient life to be active, because she had bestowed upon that part " more abundant honor." I told her she needed a physician who believed in Christ. She said she had employed twenty-eight physicians; that several of them were Christians, and that all her religious instructors had told her to look to Christ for health; but He had not seen fit to restore it. I assured her the want of fitness was in herself, that she had looked to Christ to bless the means used for the restoration of health, which was putting faith in medicine, not in Christ ; if He is not first, He is nothing ; that a condemnatory spirit turned the gift of life into death, and disease would be her lot, until she should desire the forgiveness that works by love for all her sinful desires and deeds. She thought sexual desire in the ILLUSTRATIONS 191 unmarried was sinful. I told her it was so in both the married and the unmarried, until Christ redeemed and cleansed it from lust ; and that she must ask of Him its restoration. She wished to know what she should do with it. " Return thanks to Christ for it, and desire Him to keep it from temptation." She had been troubled for several years with leucorrhcea, caused by her condemna- tion of sexual life ; this had turned the healthy moisture of the vagina into a diseased secretion. She was told that she must desire forgiveness for having condemned the moisture which accom- panied the sexual feeling. She believed this, and the leucorrhcea was cured in a few days. Depending on Christ for for- giveness, with the desire to be in harmony with His spirit in regard to sexual life and its effects, has been the means of the cure of this disease in hundreds of similar cases. 192 IN HEALTH Through looking to Christ her sexual life was restored, and in three weeks she was able to walk ; but she remained with me for more than a year, to be cured of a pain in her side and back, which physicians had told her was caused by an internal tumor, which, however, I believe did not exist. Her friends at last became dis- couraged, and her brother wrote that he did not believe any physician could cure her entirely. This I told her was true ; that she needed to bestow more abundant honor, love, and reverence upon her sexual life. She replied, as she had repeatedly, that she did reverence and love that life, and I as often affirmed that she did not. She begged me to write to her brother, and request him to allow her to remain with me longer. I would not accede to her wish, but told her she had already re- mained too long with her unbelief, and that if she would commit her sexual life to Christ, in love and reverence, for its re- ILLUSTRATIONS 193 demption, she would be healed. For three days she was very unhappy, weeping most of the time, and imploring me to plead with her brother to allow her to prolong her stay. After the third day she gave up all hope of persuading me to yield to her request, and retired at night in perfect despair. She soon fell asleep, and did not awake until morning, when she was astonished to find herself well. She then acknowledged that she never loved and reverenced her sexual life before. The leading desire of her heart was for the healing of her body, and when she sur- rendered her whole will, Christ granted her desire. If she had desired the salva- tion of her soul, as well as the healing of her body, both would have been granted. She remained six weeks, to be satisfied that her cure was permanent, and enjoyed perfect health, - which still continues. After her recovery she heard a bishop preach upon the cross of Christ, which for IN HEALTH 194 some, he said, was to live in a diseased body. According to this doctrine, a very sinful deed had been committed in teach- ing her to seek the restoration of her sexual life, and the forgiveness of her sin- ful thoughts and deeds, that Christ might heal her, - thus taking His cross from her. But she said she now believed the cause of her disease was her condemnatory spirit toward the sexual life which her Creator had given her, and that if she had rever- enced and loved it, she would never have been sick. She could no longer believe that to live in a diseased body had been the cross of Christ for her to bear. The cross of Christ is love for our enemies, that is, love in its Divine sense, which is of God, and possesses Almighty power, so that no contact with evil can contaminate it. The command to love our enemies,- the worst enemy we have being sin within ourselves,- implies that we have also for- giveness for ourselves, accompanied by ILLUSTRATIONS 195 love for our past sinful deeds, that they may be redeemed. Miss L. came to me from a water-cure at which she had been treated for uterine disease, and a slight paralysis of the right arm. She said she had gone to the water- cure without the approbation of her par- ents. I told her there was no hope for her while she had the disposition to dis- obey her parents; that disobedience from early childhood was the cause of her dis- ease, and while controlled by that spirit no power could heal her. She wished to re- main with me, and was very anxious that I should assist her in writing a letter to her father, which would induce him to allow her to do so. I consented, on the condition that she should write according to my dictation; she must ask the for- giveness of her parents for having dis- obeyed them, and say that she was now ready and anxious to do their bidding. 196 IN HEALTH She was fearful, if she wrote in this man- ner, her parents would require her to re- turn home. I assured her that I should not permit her to remain unless they con- sented; but she might say she would like to do so, with their approbation, not other- wise. She wrote as directed, and received permission to remain until cured. She was filled with condemnation to- ward the opposite sex, and was taught the necessity of forgiveness before she could be healed. The paralysis was caused by bad temper, which would be aroused by very slight provocations. She had no uterine disease, and could ride and walk a long distance. The more she exercised, the stronger she became, because she did it in a spirit of obedience, and in three weeks she went home well. This was the first time in her life she had ever willingly obeyed. This case is given to show parents the necessity of obedience, and the importance ILLUSTRATIONS 197 of maintaining good government in the family. Miss M., when placed under my care, had been treated eight years for spinal dis- ease, by the best physicians in her vicinity. I told her that her spine was not diseased, but that the pain was caused by the action of her will to suppress sexual life. She said she had tried to suppress her sexual life because of the disgust she felt on read- ing in a religious paper that it was not safe for any clergyman to attempt to re- form abandoned women, for in association with them he would be liable to fall. The thought that women possessed an evil pro- pensity of such strength that even clergy- men were liable to fall, was terrible to her; she thought sexual life was such a curse that no one was safe who possessed it, and that it should be resisted to the very last. Her bitter feeling had a crushing effect upon her system, and was the insid- 198 IN HEALTH ious cause of what was termed spinal dis- ease. She was told that if she would look to Christ to restore and redeem her sexual life she would have sufficient strength to walk up the neighboring mountain. She saw she had not regarded sexual life as a gift from her Creator, and through a recon- ciliation to it her health was soon restored. A few months afterwards she consulted me in regard to leucorrhcea. I told her that she was vexed with herself again. This she denied, saying she was very thankful for her sexual life, and trusted it to Christ; but was afraid she would lose it, and become sick once more. "What! you trust your life to the Lord, and are afraid He cannot keep it for you?" She saw that her fear was distrust, and in two weeks wrote to me that she was well. I have had many cases of persons who have been treated for spinal disease by eminent physicians. Their sufferings are caused by disgust for, and the effort to ILLUSTRATIONS 199 suppress, sexual life. When the patient becomes thankful for the gift of life, and trusts Christ as its keeper, the warfare ceases, and all symptoms of spinal disease pass away. Miss N. was a delicate child, and by the advice of physicians was kept much in the open air, and practised gymnastics and other exercises, - but without apparent benefit to her strength. At the age of seventeen, while attending school, she was attacked with pain in her back and head. Soon after reaching home she had conges- tion of the lungs: from this time she was unable to sit up, and lost the use of her limbs. The pain in her back was called spinal irritation. Many eminent physicians were consulted, but none of them gave any encouragement; some thought she had spinal curvature, and would never be able to walk. During the following four 200 IN HEALTH months she grew weaker, and lost all power to move or to speak, even in a whisper. She had taken no nourishment for twelve days previous to the time I visited her. I saw that her prostration was caused by the suppression of sexual life by the will, and advised that she should be placed under my care, because there seemed hope that she could be led to look to Christ for the restoration of that life. Soon after she left home her aunt met one of her physicians, who asked how the young lady was. The aunt replied, " She is gone." The doctor said he did not think she would live long, but had not expected her to die so soon. I told Miss N. that she had considered her intellect God-given, but had despised her sexual nature; that God had made all parts of the body equally pure, and she sinned every time she thought of sex with shame; and that the cause of her illness was the false feeling in which she had been ILLUSTRATIONS 201 educated. She had thought her condition the effect of excessive study, but admitted that the influence attending her education had led her to despise everything pertain- ing to her sexual nature. When she realized the truth of what I taught her, and gave " more abundant honor to that part which lacked," 1 looking to Christ for the redemption of sexual life, she began to recover. She has been well for the past six years. Miss O. inherited a delicate constitution, and suffered much during childhood from headache, sleeplessness, and nervous fears. At the age of four she taught herself to read, and at sixteen graduated from school with honor. She gloried in her intellectual ability as it developed, and neglecting the usual occupations of youth, pursued her studies with an intensity which consumed her physical strength ; the result was 1 i Cor. xii. 24. 202 IN HEALTH severe pain in the back, which her physi- cians defined as " spinal irritation." Sub- sequently, her disease was called " spinal neuralgia," and with this she had chronic inflammation and displacement of the uterus. For several years she received homoeo- pathic, hydropathic, and allopathic treat- ment, but with constantly increasing suffering. At length she submitted to an operation for the removal of the coccygeal vertebrae ; but even this afforded no relief. During the three following years she was constantly confined to her bed with aug- mented pain. At the end of this time she was placed under my care in an extremely emaciated condition. Her physicians had all acknowledged their inability to help her, and her friends said they brought her to me as the last resort. I told her that her physical condition was the direct result of her mistaken ideas ; that she had all her life gloried in ILLUSTRATIONS 203 intellect, had felt only disgust for her body, and, as a consequence, had no sexual life ; that her only hope of health was in seeking the restoration of sexual life from Christ. She would not believe, until, humbled by the prospect of failure in finding health, she became willing to receive Christ's teachings. She then began to recover, and became entirely well. She said that through this change in her feelings, came her first experience of light and peace, al- though she had previously thought herself a Christian. It is now several years since this change occurred, and she has gained steadily in physical strength. The following case of Miss P. illustrates the healing influence of looking to Christ for sexual redemption : At seventeen she was attacked with dys- pepsia, and grew thin, pale, and weak. Uterine disease supervened, and lasted 204 IN HEALTH thirteen years. During that time she had the usual medical treatment, but with less and less benefit, until finally it ceased to afford any relief. When she became my patient she was told that her prayer for the annihilation of sexual feeling was the cause of her long ill- ness, that unless she changed her desire, and sought the restoration of sexual life from its Giver, all human efforts to restore her would fail. She said she had prided herself on being free from all consciousness of sexual life, and admitted that her whole nature had rebelled against having children. For three months, although most of the time she realized she was wrong, she re- tained this spirit of opposition, which I think was inherited. When she yielded to her convictions she was astonished to find herself well. I objected to her going home at once, because I thought she did not yet truly love and reverence her sexual life, but she would not heed my counsel. ILLUSTRATIONS 205 Two years afterward she returned in a worse condition than at first. She then remained six months, and was exhorted to commit herself to Christ for the salvation of soul and body, yet she received no benefit. After leaving me she was en- couraged by a lady, who had recovered while under my care, to put her trust in Christ. This lady believed that no hu- man power could help the sick woman, but if she would come into harmony with Christ, and fully trust Him, He would heal her. Nearly another year passed, when, be- ing very sick, she yielded in a degree, and commenced to improve slowly until she fully believed Christ would heal her, then she recovered as suddenly as when first under my care. She visited me soon after- ward, and said she had again been healed through believing Christ to be the Giver of life. She is still in the enjoyment of health. 206 IN HEALTH Miss Q. was never vigorous, and, during early childhood, was easily fatigued. Ex- citement invariably produced sick-head- ache. When about eight years of age she began to suffer from pain in side and back. The pain increased, and was attributed to her growth, but did not disappear when she attained it. After suffering many years from neu- ralgia, and finding the usual remedies gave but temporary relief, she consulted an eminent physician, who treated her for in- flammation of the uterus and ovary. After having been pronounced cured she was surprised to find that the neuralgic pains continued. Upon asking for an explana- tion she was informed that she would probably suffer from neuralgia all through life, and that her constitution required an occasional tonic. Four years after this time she became my patient. She told me she had been vainly endeavoring to believe her suffering ILLUSTRATIONS 207 was appointed by God to teach her patience, but that she had no submission to Uis will, having used every means possible for the restoration of health. She was shown the inconsistency in the belief that she could learn patience by illness, while making an unceasing effort to gain health. She was also told that her will was in opposition to God's, for she had rebelled against His manner of creating the human race, and especially against the functions of womanhood; her mind had suppressed sexual feeling, and her body had become enfeebled in consequence. When she asked if any organs were displaced, I told her there would be no displacement when there was sexual life, and reverence for it. I also assured her that menstruation was not an exhaustive process, and that exer- cise was beneficial, rather than injurious, during the performance of that function, if the wisdom of God in creating it was gratefully acknowledged. 208 IN HEALTH She at length perceived that He whose wisdom had created all the functions had power to preserve them, and realized that her efforts to repress sexual feeling had been distrust of its Creator. A grateful acknowledgment of His gift, and a belief that it could be redeemed, gave an increase of its power. She soon found that the pain in her side and back was lessening, and the neuralgia disappearing. The fear which had been instilled in regard to exer- cise during menstruation was overcome, and she could walk five miles with as much ease as at any other time. Wishing to show the conflict through which many patients pass, before accepting the belief that Christ will heal them through the restoration of sexual feeling, the conclusion of this statement is given as Miss Q. expresses it: " My nature being intense, I was greatly affected by the circumstances surrounding my life. At times my nervousness seemed ILLUSTRATIONS 209 to be overcome, then something would occur in opposition to my desires, - it might be but the expression of some senti- ment that differed from mine, - and I again became restless and unhappy. When the fault was discovered in myself I prayed in agony of soul for faith and for- giveness, but, as I afterwards saw, without trust, and in a self-condemnatory spirit. At length I realized that, though nominally a Christian, I lacked the spirit of a disciple of Christ in being excited by opposition to my views. I saw also that I had limited His Power, by disbelieving Pie would heal the sick now, as while on earth; and that my intensely emotional nature was the re- sult of rebellion against my Creator's will in giving me sexual life, and caused the restlessness and feverishness from which I suffered. I desired peace, but did not obtain it, and my nervousness continued. I was frequently much distressed, and very impatient, because of my emotional ten- 210 IN HEALTH dency. The doctor taught me to desire of Christ a forgiving spirit toward myself, to be patient with my faults, and trust them to Christ for redemption. I had before attained the belief that my Creator could take care of every part of my organism, but I failed to trust my soul to Him. " The doctor, having become discour- aged, advised me to leave him, as he thought in the performance of active duties I might be kept from dwelling upon my failures, and in serving others, be led to trust myself more fully to Christ. After hearing this opinion I wept almost constantly for two days and nights. I was aware that my wilfulness in some way was the only hindrance to my reception of Christ. His promises I mentally believed were for me, as for others, but in my soul there was no response. I was in spiritual dearth, and hungered for that which would satisfy the craving of my soul. a On the following Sunday, while listen- ILLUSTRATIONS 211 ing to the doctor's exposition of the first ten verses of the seventeenth chapter of Luke, I was led to realize that increase of faith is granted only after faithful service, and that instead of obeying Christ I had erected a spiritual and physical standard which I had determined to attain. I saw clearly that I should desire only to know Christ's will, and gladly obey it, leaving all the results with Him. With this belief came peace and health. . "For several years I have been engaged in duties involving much physical exer- tion, and I am happy in the ability to per- form them.'' Miss R. says, "For nearly a year and a half I was an intense sufferer from spinal irritation and photophobia. " Physicians said it was probably caused by a fall and persistent application to study. During this time many methods of treatment were tried; and although much 212 IN HEALTH benefited I suffered from severe pain in my head and back, and was confined to a very dark room on account of my eyes. " When in this condition I heard of Dr. Ingersoll's Cure at Corning, N.Y. I went there at once, though obliged to be taken on a bed, and have my eyes heavily bandaged. I had not borne my weight on my feet for fifteen months; but the day after I arrived I walked about twenty feet with the doctor's help.1 1 For half an hour I helped her to expel the gas by pressing on her chest with my hands when she was lying on her back. In that time the venous blood was thrown into the lungs thirty times. (See Encyclopaedia Britannica, Vol. 24, last paragraph on page 107. By J. G. McKendrick, M.D., F.R.S., Professor of Institutes of Medicine, University of Glasgow.) If the patient is able to help expel the gas by keeping up the expiration as long as the pressure lasts it will give no pain. This treatment continued will cure indigestion, constipation, and all chronic inflammatory diseases. To many dyspeptics I have given one such treatment, after which they have been able to eat all they wanted and what they liked, without any trouble from indi- gestion. This gas is the cause of chronic and acute inflammations of the human body. Thirty-seven years ago I inhaled so much coal gas from sleeping in a room with a door opening into another room where there was a coal stove that I believed I was very near ILLUSTRATIONS 213 " The seventh day, again with his assist- ance, I walked upstairs and the length of the hall (sixty feet long), and back. After six weeks I laid aside even my smoked glasses, and could walk a mile with com- parative ease. At the end of ten weeks I was able to leave the sanitarium well, and could walk three or four miles without the slightest inconvenience. " Dr. Ingersoll said I did not have spinal disease, but the cause of my illness was the suppression of sexual feeling, which had destroyed the power of the lungs to contract sufficiently to expel all the gas thrown into them from the venous blood. my end. But something told me to roll up a comfortable as hard as possible and lay my stomach on it, raising my legs, shoulders, and head so as to throw all my weight on the comfortable, and thereby help the lungs to expel the gas. At each expiration I held the air out of my lungs as long as I possibly could. I con- tinued to do this for two hours, after which I began to feel better. One week later I was able to attend to business. This occurred about two years before I became a Christian. Since that time I have believed that " the something " which directed me was the Holy Spirit. 214 IN HEALTH This gas had returned into the blood and made every part of the body sore. " The brain and spine, being the nervous centres, were most affected. " The doctor stated also that I had been condemning men for their abuse of women; that in the perception of this sin I should feel no hatred, but in a spirit of forgiveness desire its redemption. That it was when in this spirit of condemnation that I had sup- pressed my sexual life. He said I must seek forgiveness for both these sins before I could hope to get well. I was compelled to acknowledge that he had told the truth. " I sought forgiveness with all my heart, and heard a still, small voice say, ' Thy sins be forgiven thee; commit thy soul unto Me and I will make thee whole.' I obeyed, and Christ changed the war within me into love, joy, and peace. I have proof in myself that Christ can and will heal both soul and body if we only desire Him to do so, and leave it all with Him." CHAPTER XI THE WORD "HEART" DR. JENNINGS' BIBLICAL EXPLANATIONS OF ITS FUNC- TIONS CONSIDERED XI THE WORD "HEART" DR. JENNINGS' BIBLICAL EXPLANATIONS OF ITS FUNCTIONS CONSIDERED. In the " Elmira Gazette " of January 15 I find an account of a sermon delivered in the First Presbyterian Church of that city, by Rev. Isaac Jennings, Jr., wherein he claims the heart to be the seat of life, as well as origin of all the issues of life, taking as his text Prov. iv. 23: " Keep thy heart with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life." It informs us that " The speaker, in treating the subject, first spoke of the heart anatomically, as one of the seats of life, if not the seat thereof." . . . " It was the heart which directed 218 IN HEALTH a man's course of action and his faith through life." . . . " Out of it were the issues of life," etc., etc., he ascribing to the word "heart," evidently, the meaning at- tached to it in the nineteenth century. Permit me to remind Mr. Jennings that this proverb of Solomon's was written about a thousand years B.C., fully twenty-six hundred years before anything whatever was known as to the heart he refers to, or its functions. It was not until 1619 A.D. that Harvey made his important dis- covery of the circulation of the blood by the heart. Clearly then the word, since it was in use prior to that time, must have had a different meaning attached. This fact necessitates some thorough and care- ful study, if we would arrive at an accurate definition for ourselves. First. Let us determine about this word " issue," relating to the heart, or life. Take up Webster, and see "issue," fourth defini- tion, where he defines the word, evidently, THE WORD "HEART" 219 in this connection. What is it? Offspring - "progeny," and he sustains himself in this position by reference to 2 Kings xx. 18. " And of thy sons that shall issue from thee, which thou shalt beget." Here is at once a complete overthrow of Mr. Jennings' theory that it is the heart that circulates the blood out of which come the issues of life. Refer next to Deut. x. 16 : " Circum- cise, therefore, the foreskin of your heart." Deut. xxx. 6 : "And the Lord thy God will circumcise thine heart." Jer. iv. 4: "Cir- cumcise yourselves to the Lord and take away the foreskins of your heart." In Matt, xv. 19, Christ tells us that " out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications," etc. In Matt. v. 27, 28, He says : "Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery. But I say unto you that who- soever looketh on a woman to lust after her, hath committed adultery with her al- ready in his heart." 220 IN HEALTH Now, as to keeping this heart pure, St. Paul tells us in i Cor. xii. 23, 24 : "Those members of the body which we think to be less honorable, upon these we bestow more abundant honor ; and our uncomely parts have more abundant comeliness. For our comely parts have no need; but God hath tempered the body together, having given more abundant honor to that part which lacked." In keeping the heart " with dili- gence," by loving and reverencing sexual life, kingdoms and empires have ascended. It was only when they lost that love and reverence, and went down in lust, that Greece and Rome fell. It was five hundred years after the foundation of Rome before the first divorce was obtained. They must indeed have kept their hearts " with dili- gence," and there must have been many true-hearted Cornelias whose children were their "jewels and ornaments." If Mr. Jennings' "anatomical" explana- tion of the heart, and its functions, as de- THE WORD " HEART " 221 duced from his text, be the true exposition of the heart and issues of life, the revela- tion of the rite of circumcision by God to Abraham, was in direct violation of his own command, " Thou shalt not kill." The words of man may change their mean- insf, but " the word of our God shall stand O' forever." CHAPTER XII DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE XII DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE. In thinking of this all-important subject - Divine Government in Marriage - there seems so much for me to say that one idea almost crowds out the other. During the past twenty-seven years I have realized, most deeply, that the wife's false ideas of marriage have been the source of her woes, her tribulations, and her diseases; I have also realized that a true idea of marriage, the holiest appoint- ment of her Creator, would bring her back again to peace, to joy, and to health. As it now is, whatever goes wrong between husband and wife is usually attributed by 226 IN HEALTH each to be the fault of the other, and in that spirit of condemnation there surely is nothing but suffering. In Bryant's Homer's Iliad (Book I.) we find an illustration of the obedience of Juno to Jupiter, through which she became " the mistress of the golden throne," from which we can learn a valuable lesson. Homer lived 850 B.C., and in that age a poet was regarded as a prophet and a wise man; and certainly in this poem there is a deep lesson for us if we will but heed it. He represents the silver-footed Thetis, the daughter of " the gray Ancient of the Deep," pleading with Jupiter for the life of her son, and Juno, believing they are plotting something of which she has no knowledge, complains to Jupiter. He tells her that whatever plans he can make known to gods or mortals she shall know, but when he forms designs apart from all the gods she must not pre- sume to question him nor pry into his plans. She expresses fear that the silver- DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE 227 footed Thetis has overpersuaded him, at which Jupiter commands her to sit down in silence and obey. The poet then intro- duces Vulcan, Juno's son, who pleads with her to obey his father, lest the feast be spoiled and trouble come upon them all; referring also to a former time when he had sympathized with her and so angered Jupiter that he had flung him o'er the battlements of heaven. Juno yielded to the pleadings of Vulcan, and drank of " the round cup of double form sweet nectar from the jar." The feast went on until the all-glorious sun was down, then " Each to his sleeping-place betook himself;" Jupiter went also to his couch, " And there, beside him, slept the white-armed queen Juno, the mistress of the golden throne. " All other deities, all mortal men, Tamers of war-steeds, slept the whole night through." The golden throne is of a mythological origin. On the coast of Coromandel, in 228 IN HEALTH Hindoostan, there was in the beginning of this century, and for aught I know may still be, the ruins of a most beautiful temple. In the smallest of its chapels was a chair plated with gold, screened by a curtain of purple silk; on this chair the pious Brahmins believed was seated the omnipresent immaterial Brahm, the supreme god of the Hindoos, although as invisible as the air itself. The golden throne represents the highest spiritual purity attainable in this world or the next. The pious Brahmin expects to be absorbed into this almighty good when he dies. There is no evil in his idea of Brahm as there is in the Greek idea of God - Theos, (according to the definition of that word by Homer), the author of all good and evil events of life. The golden throne well represents the gift of the Holy Spirit to obedient wives, making them spiritual help-mates to their husbands; when the wife becomes mistress of the golden throne DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE 229 she always rules her husband with Divine power. What is this rule or government? Its influence is a thousand times greater than the husband's. It is appointed of God that through her obedience to her husband she may attain to the liberty of love, even as He appointed that the husband should rule by decision. Ruskin, in speaking of the marriage relation, says of the wife, " In his house she shall be servant, but in his heart she is queen." There is no servitude if in her heart she loves him. According to Ruskin, her husband by his judgment should be the ruling power, and the wife through submission to him becomes the recipient of Divine wisdom, thus becoming his spiritual guide. The moment a wife in judgment begins to rule over her husband she gets into darkness, and cannot lead in that which is spiritual. A gentleman once said to me that " wives wanted to have their own way, and have their husbands yield to them in everything;" adding, "if 230 IN HEALTH a man does not rule his own household, he cannot rule anywhere, and when he undertakes to transact business with other men they just clean him out." When Jupiter commanded Juno to sit in silence, " all the gods were inly grieved." If such a thing should happen in these days there would be enough tears shed to put out the fire which the Adventists think will destroy the world. Think of the power Juno obtained over Jupiter in being silent; she drank of "the cup of double form." This symbolizes the wife's being filled with Divine power and her influence over her husband to be by Divine appoint- ment his joyous service, and in that service is found his greatest happiness. He will be a noble man among men. Why? Be- cause he has a loyal wife at home, and he will be as loyal and fight as nobly and gal- lantly for her as ever a knight of old fought for his lady love. The influence of such a wife is divine. Woman is spoken DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE 231 of as wisdom; that is, she receives Divine wisdom more than man, and if she gives this to him it will bring forth fruit sixty fold - an hundred fold; yes, a thousand fold, to her own good. When a wife yields to her husband, Christ rules him through her spirit of obedience. Why is this? It is one of the mysteries we know but little about. It is the Holy Spirit rul- ing in the wife, and diffused from her to him; it will be so manifest that he will be known of all men. The superiority of the government of the wife over the husband's is given to the wife by the Holy Spirit, and is therefore a spiritual government. I will illustrate this by an incident: A young man, who spent much of his time in gam- bling, was married, and for a time he and his wife led a gay life. The wife became converted, while he kept on in his evil ways. One night, after gambling with several of his companions until two o'clock, he proposed going home, one of 232 IN HEALTH his companions said: "I shall have no peace when I get home, for my wife will do nothing but scold." " Then," said the first, "I can go home and take you all with me, and my wife will get up and prepare supper for us without one unkind word." They all doubted him, but he offered a wager that it could be done, which was accepted, they going home with him, first stipulating that he should not go into the room where she was, but that the con- versation should be carried on where all might hear it. To this he agreed, going to the house and walking in, the door being unlocked. He called to his wife that he had brought some friends home with him, and they would like some supper. She immediately arose and prepared supper for them as expeditiously as possible, without one cross word or look. One of the com- pany asked her how she could do such a thing so pleasantly, to which she replied that once she had been as gay as her hus- DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE 233 band, but had found there was a better way to live, and that if she wished to have any influence for good over him she must ever be obedient to his wishes. The desired effect was attained, for he afterward re- formed and became an earnest Christian, a good husband and citizen. Now this woman did ascend the golden throne; the victory was given her, not because she was wiser than her husband, but because she drank of the " cup of double form " of Divine wisdom. Allow me to bring before your imagina- tion the way lovers keep their accounts with each other, and I refer as much to the married as to the unmarried. If I am cor- rect, it is a very large book, and full of charges of the one against the other. It reads: My wife, or my husband, or my intended is indebted to me for thousands, perhaps millions on millions of love. The amount which each feels is due them by the other is very large, and full pay and 234 IN HEALTH compound interest are expected to be given them. They marry, expecting to get it all. Suppose the accounts balance, what is there for either to expect? I once asked a young lady who had just finished a letter to her intended, if she had " sent lots of love in that letter?" " Oh," said she, " I do not send him any more than he sends me." " Well," I said, "if you send him just what he sends you, where is there any love of your own in the matter? If he sends you his love, and you use what you want of it and then send it back to him, I should think it would be rather stale." This is the way in which the best men and women lay the foundation for domestic ruin and misery which I cannot describe. This is not love at all, but selfishness of the deepest dye, for it extends only to our own happiness; the idea of happiness should be to give happiness, instead of seeking to receive, all that we can. In spiritual things we should give all we pos- DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE 235 sess; this is the side on which we fail, and why? Because inherited selfishness rules in us. When a couple are ruled by this selfishness they become dissatisfied with each other, and often appeal to the court for the money-value of their loss, or for a divorce. We often read about broken hearts because of disappointments in love; love never breaks any hearts; selfishness does that, because it cannot get what it wants. It is this love of getting great things that hurts us so; the idea of giving happiness to any human soul should make us happy; the desire to make another happy makes us strong instead of weak. The book of love should read : I am indebted to my intended, or to my hus- band, or to my wife, a thousand million fold, and I will give all that is in my power to give, expecting nothing in return. When we feel indebted to each other we will think of heaven as a state where we give that Divine love to all humanity. In 236 IN HEALTH Christ, love is boundless and endless ; freely it is given to us. All that is required of us is to give it away, " a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal." The true theory of love is that each should feel indebted to the other, and to pay the debt each should do all in his or her power to add to the happiness of the other. Each should seek to fill well his or her own sphere, neither desiring to fill the place of the other. Woman is the most ennobling gift of God to man, and so is man to woman. A husband must feel that all he has will be required to pay the debt of love which his wife has kindled in him ; he is indebted to her, and she to him, if they keep their accounts as they ought, and each will desire to pay the debt of love. I do not believe that the Almighty in- tended that wives should make all the sacrifices. " Sacrifice for love's sake " can never exist in thought or feeling where DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE 237 there is Divine government in marriage. After its attainment there is no sacrifice, slavery, or bondage for either. Then the wife will obey her husband because she loves him, and she will become his spirit- ual helpmate. This she cannot reach ex- cept through Divine government in the Apostolic sense, when both " will stand fast in the liberty wherewith Christ has made " them " free." Where Divine government is, each lives to make the other happy, not " for love's sake," in the usual acceptation of the term, which is to get and not to give. Pope says, " Love on earth is an endless sigh." So it is, as " love" is generally un- derstood. The Divine command, " Wives obey your husbands," if kept in love would make them both recipients of that love of Christ which expects nothing in return, and the more they give each other the more will they both receive from Him. I believe 238 IN HEALTH Paul saw with his spiritual eyes that a wife's obedience through love would be the royal road to liberty and rest for both. I have treated chronic diseases of women for forty-five years ; consequently I have heard much, both from the married and unmarried, of what women had to sacrifice in marriage. The truth of this I do not deny, as marriage now is. The recovery of their health depends upon their belief that marriage is a Divine institution, in which there is no sacrifice, because " love never faileth." Marriage is often spoken of in the Bible as the type of heaven. Where love reigns between husband and wife there is peace and happiness ; the husband in love, exer- cising his judgment for both, nothing adds more to his happiness than seeking to add to the happiness of his wife ; and through the wife's obedience he becomes her will- ing servant, feeling it is no bondage for him. He is happy in doing to the utmost DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE 239 all that he can do for her, because she has sown in him love. Man will always follow where woman leads in love ; she was first in the transgression, so she must be first in the return. A few months since I read an article from " The Continent," entitled " The Statute of Limitation," in which the ex- cesses in the marital relation were de- plored, and the wish expressed that there might be a statute of limitation to prevent all such excesses. The true remedy is found in the words of St. Paul, " Wives, submit yourselves unto your husbands as unto the Lord." Should every wife, in essence and in heart, follow these words of St. Paul, she would become the queen and " mistress of the golden throne " in her husband's affection. If a wife yields her sexual nature to her husband, with deep reverence for that life in herself and in him, believing it is God-given and holy, she will have no disgust for him in this respect, and 240 IN HEALTH the Lord will give unto her and her hus- band rest and peace. I know from the testimony of those who have been ruled by this belief that this is true ; but it is difficult to make others believe it, for most wives and many husbands seem by their own condition to be prepared to join in the wish expressed by the writer of the article referred to, that there might be a statute of limitation that would subject the baser part of our natures to the better part. A lady who had been my patient, and to whom I had taught the doctrine that a wife should yield herself unto her husband as unto the Lord, was told by her husband shortly after her return home that she had cured him of all lustful thoughts toward woman. Her yielding to him had wrought this great change in him. The deep spiritual change in her had made a Divine statute of limitation. Another lady com- plained of the excessive demands of her husband. I told her through Divine sub- DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE 241 mission to her husband the Lord would give her power over all his excesses. Through her he would receive rest, and her body would be full of health. The first time I met her after her return home she told me he was greatly changed, and that when she asked him what had come over him, " Oh," he replied, " I know now that you are all mine ; what you are is better than anything you can do for me ; I am happy and contented." His happiness came from his Creator, because his wife submitted herself to him, "as unto the Lord." A widower, a clergyman, was deploring his own high state of passion, saying he did not believe a wife could satisfy his desires. I said to him: "You had a wife who despised that nature in you," which he said was true. I told him I hoped the one he soon expected to marry would be a true wife unto him as unto the Lord. Soon after he was married he told me that 242 IN HEALTH my hopes for him had been fulfilled, that he was at rest, and happy, and acknowl- edged it all as the work of the Lord. A lady told me that a friend had com- plained to her of her husband's excesses and crabbedness. I told her to tell this wife that if in the earnest purpose of her heart she yielded to her husband, she would cure him of these traits. She gave her my advice, and one day soon after, was surprised by the sudden exclamation of her friend, " Where did Dr. Ingersoll get his wisdom? You know how he advised me through you to submit myself unto my husband as unto the Lord, and now that I have followed his advice, no better husband than mine can be found. I dare not ex- press a wish for only what I positively need, for I no sooner do so than it is gratified, no matter how trivial it may be." Yes, through her submission there was a great change wrought in her husband. St. Paul knew the truth contained in this DIVINE GOVERNMENT IN MARRIAGE 243 divinely appointed law: "Wives submit yourselves unto your husbands as unto the Lord." The greatest obstacle in the way of Divine government is the spirit of condem- nation in husband and wife for the short- comings and faults of the other. This dust of ill-feeling that creeps into the social life makes marriage a torment instead of a heaven; it is the little foxes which steal in and spoil the vines. The Romans had a goddess, Viriplaca, " who presided over the peace of families, whence her name (yirum ftlacare). If any quarrel happened between a man and his wife, they generally repaired to the temple of the goddess, which was erected on the Palatine mount, and came back reconciled." [Lempriere's Class. Diet.] Here it was that Plutarch and his wife after domestic trouble sacrificed a goat, and returned to their home in peace. There was something Divine in this faith IN HEALTH 244 which brought about a reconciliation, closed up their troubles, shutting down upon the past. It would seem that the forgiveness that works by love was the essence of this faith which brought peace and harmony into the household. Judgment and condemnation cannot exist together, for true judgment is forgiveness, having for its essence or living principle, love. The only judgment Christ has for us is that which works by love for the redemption of our sins. If the judgment a husband or wife has for the other is of for- giveness, there will be for them a heaven on earth, - a heaven begun here that will never end. In the desire to be forgiving to each other, Christ will ever be present with them, " for there is now no condem- nation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit." APPENDIX APPENDIX I am sincerely grateful to Dr. J. J. Garth Wilkinson for his kind testimonial in favor of my book, for I realize that he feels the force of the blow I have struck at Manicheism, but cannot understand why he calls it a "heresy;" for, according to Webster, a heresy is " an opinion held in opposition to the established or commonly received doctrine." The religious feeling from the fall of Adam to the pres- ent day is in harmony with the belief of the Mani- cheans. Manicheists believed that all things were affected by " the combination or repulsion of the good and the bad; men had a double soul, good and evil; even their bodies were supposed to be formed, the upper half by God, and the lower by the Devil." (See " History of all Religions," by Samuel M. Smucker, LL.D.) I will illustrate the above idea by giving one case, and of the thousands which have been under my care it is no exception to the rule. All eccle- 248 APPENDIX siastical history which I have read corroborates my experience. A young lady came to me for physical help, desiring to learn the nature of her disease. I said to her, "The cause of your trouble is that you believe your body is vile; " and her reply was: "Yes, it is vile; my father believes it, and St. Paul teaches it." I said, " You remind me of Ruskin's illustration of the way mankind read the Bible, which is as porcupines steal grapes. They roll over where the grapes lie on the ground, carrying away all that stick on their sharp spines." Her New England puritanical sharp spine stuck in "vile body," and she did not comprehend Paul's teaching, for she seemed never to have read that he said, " For our conversation is in heaven ; from whence also we look for the Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ: who shall change our vile body,1 that it may be fashioned like unto His glorious body, according to the working whereby He is able to subdue even all things unto Himself." She seemed perfectly astonished when I quoted the entire passage, and after learning to love and reverence Christ's humanity, and her own body as the temple of His spirit, she recovered. In further support of my declaration that all mankind are intuitively believers in the doctrine of Manes, 1 " Body of our humiliation." (New Revision.) APPENDIX 249 see Art. 9 of Articles of Religion of the Episcopal Church, which I think expresses the belief in feeling of the whole human race except those who have been born again sexually. " At that day ye shall know that I am in my Father, and ye in me, and I in you." John xiv. 20. TESTIMONIALS INDIVIDUAL TESTIMONIALS 75 Wimpole Street, Cavendish Square, West. London, Oct. 25, 1877. My dear Sir : Whether I am indebted to you or not for the copy of your book, " In Health," I desire to thank you for its contents. I wish it could be dis- seminated over the world, on the wings of the wind. It is full of the most unclouded perception of the effects of doctrinal and mental sin on the body. As I read it many cases start up before me, and say to me, You needed such words as these. You have struck a blow at the Manichean heresy. Do not think your style is ineffective. You have said all on this simple stupendous subject; I mean all that is necessary at present. Sincerely yours, J. J. GARTH WILKINSON, M.D. Philadelphia, Pa., Feb. 5, 1878. Dr. A. J. Ingersoll, Corning: Dear Sir: The book entitled "In Health," which you have kindly sent to me, is received. I have taken great pleasure in reading it; and I con- 254 INDIVIDUAL TESTIMONIALS cur heartily with the views therein expressed on "The Relation of the Sexes," and "Sexual Abuses and their Remedy." I believe with you that sexual life, God's greatest gift to man, is the life of the organs to which He has assigned the important office of bringing into existence immortal souls, and, in fact, that all existence, either animate or inani- mate, is but the result of a " sexual life " or the union of Good and Truth, which always results in a product. Also, that " If sexual life was under con- trol of God, intemperance is another evil that would pass away." " Dissatisfaction with the manner of our creation or existence is warfare," etc. " Her instructor should be guided by God's word and educate her to fill the sphere designed by His wis- dom," etc. " Every thought or deed in opposition to having children is a sin . . . and is productive of disease." "The wife's sexual life under the control of God," etc. I sincerely believe that if the above few extracts, coupled with the many truisms ex- pressed by you, were generally received, it would add immensely to the health, peace, and happiness of the human race throughout the world. Thanking you very much for sending me your book, and trusting that it may accomplish a great use, I am, Yours very sincerely, H. M. GUERNSEY, Late President of Homoeopathic Medical Society of Pennsylvania. INDIVIDUAL TESTIMONIALS 255 Extract from letter to a friend: " Dr. Ingersoll's book is of extreme and entirely precious interest. It seems to give the true solution of the most difficult, and yet the most pressing, of all human questions. " Most truly yours, "JOHN RUSKIN." To January 29, 1879. I have read with interest Dr. Ingersoll's book " In Health." It is undoubtedly true, as the doctor seems to see, that the health of mind and body is lost in contending with the inevitable; that dissatis- faction with Divine Providence and the laws and limitations of our minds and bodies not only pre- vents a restoration to health, but induces death. The wise founder of Buddhism never said a truer thing than that " the mind is the origin of all; the cause of all that heals or harms body and soul." I am particularly struck with what is said of the effects of anger, bitterness, jealousy, etc., upon the invalid who indulges such feelings. Years ago I learned that apart from the moral wrong of the thing I could not be angry, or censorious, or envious without bodily suffering. In fact, I believe the Sermon on the Mount is the best prescription not only for the soul but for the body. Thy friend, JOHN G. WHITTIER. 256 INDIVIDUAL TESTIMONIALS I have had in my possession a copy of Dr. A. J. Ingersoll's little book, " In Health," during the last seven years. Some portions of it I have read and re-read many times, so as to make sure that I got hold of the author's meaning. My honest con- victions are that it is a wonderful book in the reve- lations which it makes in regard to the true relation of the sexes; and also in regard to the necessity and possibility of " Sexual Redemp- tion," through faith in Christ's atonement. I know from experience that it reveals the true secret of a happy life, whether we live, by God's appointment, a single or married life. In my humble judgment its wide circulation would do more to solve the problem of personal and social purity than any other book which has been published in our day, bearing on that subject. It ought, by judicious par- ties, to be placed in the hands of many of our young men, and young ladies too; and it ought to be in the hands of all persons who are seeking after domestic tranquillity or happiness in the married life. Respectfully, L. GOLDEN. PRESS TESTIMONIALS Hartford, Conn., " Post." The work is one of special interest for home life, and could with profit be placed in the hands of the heads of families generally. Toledo, Ohio, " Sunday Journal." Dr. Ingersoll, who has for some years been at the head of the Corning " Cure," embodies in the neat little work before us his theory in regard to the preservation of health, through the sexual relations, which, sifted of all verbiage, is simply the entire obedience of the human to the Divine •will. The consequent purification attending the conse- cration is illustrated by the relation of many cases coming under his practice. The book is thoroughly Christian, opening with its cardinal principle, " The Second Birth," but anti-ascetic, insisting, not upon the mortifications, but the ex- altation, of the body. Rochester, N.Y., " Express." We have carefully examined this treatise, and we are convinced that it has real merit; that no 258 PRESS TESTIMONIALS man or woman can possibly be injured by read- ing it; while, on the other hand, we honestly be- lieve that no one can study its teachings without having created within them more elevated ideas of what is generally considered the lower or ani- mal part of our nature; hence they must of neces- sity be made better by it. As God is the Creator of our whole being, and as He has created nothing unclean or impure, so we ought to submit, or consecrate, our whole being, our entire nature, sexual and all, to Christ, for redemption and holi- ness. Through this act and by Christ's help we shall be enabled to live happier and holier lives. We have met individuals who have read this work that regard it as almost a new revelation to man- kind. At all events, if the doctor's theories are correct, and can be made effectual in curing disease and lust, his book ought to be placed in the hands of every intelligent man and woman on the face of the earth. Scranton, Pa., "Journal." The book is new in style, new in thought, and new in its explanation of the healing art. Dr. Ingersoll has for many years been at the head of a medical institution at Corning, and must have had large experience in treating the ailments to which humanity is heir. He seems to regard that by the fall of our first parents the human PRESS TESTIMONIALS 259 family were bodily and spiritually diseased, and the healing power can only be applied by Christ, through the new birth. As in Adam all die, in Christ all shall be made alive. Disobedience will produce disease, not only of the soul, but of the body. Obedience will restore the soul, and also the body, to health. The doctor teaches, in his new work, that Christ is the source of power, and His willingness the same now as in the days of His incarnation, to heal all those who trust in Him. He is unchangeable, the same to-day and forever. He has never lost His power or willing- ness to heal the sick. Those who say that He has, assume and declare that which the Bible does not teach. Hundreds of cases pronounced incurable have received healing power by a full submission to the doctor's advice or treatment. Those who will take the trouble to read the book may learn something new. Havana, N.Y., " Journal." Of the potency of the mind over disease we have rarely met with so favorable an illustration as in a recent work entitled " In Health," by Dr. A. J. Ingersoll, of the "Cure," at Corning, N.Y. Believing that the Giver of life has power to be its keeper, he bases the restorative principles upon the regulation of the functions through which our life has been given us. From experiences in the 260 PRESS TESTIMONIALS treatment of patients under his care at the " Cure," the doctor comes to the conclusion that the sup- pression of the fountains of life, by the will, are destructive of digestion, and weakening to all the vital organs. The ills that flesh is heir to, the doctor believes have no such trust and invocation in and to the Giver of life as is necessary to enable the spiritual nature to come into harmony with its functions, and thereby effect a cure. He instances many remarkable cures under his care, where the patient has given up and consecrated the entire nature, with all its susceptibilities, to Christ the giver. The notion that any portion of our God-given natures is of itself base and ignoble, brings derangement to the mind and disease to the body, and is unworthy to be held by a sincere believer in the Divine economy. He would lift humanity through religious belief into the highest realms which the spirit of mortal is capable while dwelling on the shores of mortality. Concerning the relation of the sexes and of woman's sphere, many curious and pertinent observations are given. The work is altogether one of deep interest, and will be perused with profit by Christian readers. It is the work of a sincere and earnest reformer, and should meet with a wide sale. "Corning Journal." Dr. Ingersoll has been for several years at the head of a "Cure" at Corning, N.Y., and has 261 PRESS TESTIMONIALS had abundant opportunity amid a most successful trial of his theory of rest, and entire giving up of the mere human will to the Divine, to observe the effect of moral causes upon the physical or- ganism. If he carries some of his conclusions to a point which, to the general inexperienced reader, appears verging on enthusiasm, it must be taken into consideration that he has had an opportunity for observation and investigation which the reader has not, and may be - ought to be - by just so much nearer the truth. The book is an earnest one, going down to the very bed- rock of accountability to, and dependence on, the Divine Love, for life not only, but health, purity, and the use of the functions which beget life. It should have readers.